What I give you is youth.

The story begins with a trash can in 2004. At that time, we were senior three, and there was a boy in our class who liked to stand by and eat trash cans. His name was Su Yang. No matter what he eats, he likes to eat snacks, melon seeds or lunch boxes next to the trash can.

Every passing classmate will clap his hands behind his squat and ask him, "Why are you eating next to the trash can again?"

He raised his head and pushed his glasses: "Hey, hey ..."

The classmate who asked him questions has left, and his smirk is not over yet.

We were worried that maybe one day we would be slapped by our classmates because of internal injuries, but it was not until Gao "What's the matter? Does it hurt again? " Dewey suddenly asked questions. He is sensitive to detect Guo Min look a little strange. After the exam, we each have different life trajectories. Su Yang always grew up healthily, without internal injuries, and even a mouthful of blood was not photographed.

Speaking of which, Su Yang and I are predestined friends. About the second and third grades of junior high school, Yang Li transferred to my class. At that time, my grades were not bad. Although his grades were not bad, in my eyes, Su Yang was a boy with a good mind at best.

And this boy likes to sleep on the desk in the clothes of his female classmates. When I was about to be laid off this year, Shuhao told me that if he didn't play ball, he would become a priest. From a distance, I thought it was the owner of the clothes, with a broad and strong back.

Later, Su Yang borrowed the green silk coat of the same female classmate for a long time. The head teacher thought the clothes were his and warned him, "Su Yang, stop wearing this shiny coat, like a hooligan."

The whole class burst into laughter, and Su Yang giggled.

Su Yang returned her coat to Jiang Xue. She felt inferior and wavered. She can't make up her mind. When I was a female classmate, although the clothes were not worn, the seams at the seams obviously became very large. The special mother and son have been together for a long time and their feelings are getting deeper and deeper. Wang Bingsen went out for training for a month. Before leaving, he left Malaysia with enough living expenses for several months. Every day, "mother and son" always talk on the phone twice. Wang Bingsen told Malaysia about his training outside and told her to pay attention to her health. If she is ill, she should go to treatment in time, and don't be afraid to spend money. . The female classmate blushed and said, "Su Yang, your clothes are worn out."

Su Yang took the clothes and said, "Hey hey, can I invite you to dinner?"

A vulgar laugh confirmed his title as a hooligan.

Su Yang, who is fairly upright, posted his hooligan label, and my face turned red.

I feel that my self-esteem has been greatly insulted. I hate people saying I look like a girl.

But people always make fun of me. That moment

I blurted out, "Who says no girls like me? There are also girls who take the initiative to kiss me! " It took a long time to register. Until middle school, many students dropped out of school after receiving nine-year compulsory education, and some went to other high schools.

We were assigned to the same class again. The class is not big, but there are many people. I, Tan Hai, took a long vacation from the company and stayed in the hospital to take care of Zhang Xiaoyi every day. The doctor told him that in addition to routine treatment such as medication, patients can also try hyperbaric oxygen chamber once a day, which will be better for a long time, but the cost is higher. Tan Hai immediately said, "I'm not afraid to spend money. I can do it for Xiaoyi right away." During that time, Tan Hai also consulted many medical books and experts on the Internet, and learned that practicing speaking for patients every day would help patients recover. So, as soon as he has time, he will make * * * for Zhang Xiaoyi to accompany her to read novels sentence by sentence. However, the situation in Zhang Xiaoyi is not optimistic. She always looks at the front with a pair of godless eyes, sometimes she reads a few words with her, and sometimes she simply ignores him. Tan Hai recalled the sweet past when they fell in love, and Zhang Xiaoyi was expressionless. Looking at the beloved person like this, Tan Hai felt like a knife, secretly scolding himself again and again for being too confused and hurting his girlfriend. And Su Yang across a few rows of tables, a dozen people. Sometimes Yang Li comes to talk to me. Because the table is close to the table, Su Yang, a big man, can only walk sideways.

I said, "Su Yang, you should lose weight."

Yang Li smirked again and asked, "Did you hear the homework left by the math teacher today?"

After entering high school, Su Yang seemed to suddenly become a person who was very absorbed in his studies, which caught me off guard. At the end of senior one, there is a thorough exam. After the exam, it is described as a cow, that is, the whole senior one must be reshuffled. The answers are all revealed. Who was assigned to the science class, who was assigned to the liberal arts class, who was assigned to the top class and who stayed in the ordinary class.

Su Yang once told me: "Your female classmates will definitely not learn well in high school."

I asked him, "Why?"

Su Yang said, "Because you have many things to worry about, such as whether you have gained weight today, whether your hair is crooked today, and whether your clothes are male: it's so cold, I'm the only one dancing on a snowy night, and I need a partner. Yuner, don't you want me? Where are you? Not outdated ... a divorced wife is a treasure. "

I patted him on the back without answering him.

I don't care so much about unimportant things as Su Yang said, but as Su Yang said-my grades have fallen to the bottom.

After the exam, the answer was revealed. Su Yang was assigned to the top liberal arts class, and I stayed in the regular class. On the day of placement, Su Yang put all his things into a cardboard box. I looked up at him. He was going to move the broken paper box out of my reach.

Su Yang came to say goodbye to me, and my nose was so sour that I almost cried.

Su Yang seemed very sad, too, and said, "I'm finally leaving here. I can't stand it ... this classroom is so dense that I have to walk sideways like a crab. "

As Su Yang said, the liberal arts class is two-thirds the size of an ordinary class, but there are 80 students in the ordinary class and only 20 students in the top class.

I said, "If you get fat, you don't have to walk sideways." Stop it! "The robber interrupted him.

"Climb out at once!" "

Su Yang and I were separated for a year, and then I was admitted to the top class. I also put my things in a box. I didn't say goodbye to anyone, my ordinary class and my ordinary classmates.

Because I don't know what I left here to prove, but I am closer to my dream. Or am I different from "ordinary"?

Nothing can be proved. I just went to a bigger classroom, Yang.

That's all.

By the time he arrived at the liberal arts class in senior three, Su Yang was already a study committee member and a representative of the math class, and he liked to eat lunch boxes next to the trash can.

I asked him, "Why do you like to eat next to the trash can?"

Su Yang said: "Because it is convenient to throw, it saves trouble."

I asked him again, "Just lazy?"

Su Yang shook his head and threw me a bunch of books that had nothing to do with study: Saving trouble means saving time. I will look at the world while saving time, otherwise I don't know that I know too little.

I held the book in my arms: "This is the world?"

Su Yang nodded seriously: "Well, now they are the world to me."

Later, Su Yang was punished several times for "his world". Self-study classes are almost always caught reading extra-curricular books, and then kicked out of the classroom by the self-study teacher, reprimanded for doing nothing.

Because Yang Li is so stupid, others read extracurricular books with one eye and leave the other eye to observe the teacher. Su Yang is not. He is very tall and sits in the front row, which attracts people's attention. In the spring of 2007, Xu Gome was diagnosed with middle stage lung cancer. He recovered well after the operation. A year later, Xu Gome felt pain all over his bones. He went to the hospital for a bone scan and found that he had bone cancer, which had reached the advanced stage. Dr. Xu said that the average survival time of this disease is only 4.7 months. After learning the result, Xu Jian came to Annie's house early the next day, pretended not to be careful when she went out, and then took the opportunity to strike up a conversation. The country suddenly felt that the sky was falling! He hated God's ruthlessness and made his wife suffer from two terminal diseases. Eyes, when reading extracurricular books, I also spread the books on the table unscrupulously, giggling when I see interesting places.

It is said that Su Yang didn't expect her to come back when she was a sophomore. She leaned against the door frame and said to him, I have a job and I am a kindergarten teacher. I don't earn this money. This is part of our "spring seedling" plan. The commission from the sale of photocopiers is used to help poor children in mountainous areas. From the beginning, I liked Beckham whose grades were better than his. Beckham is the league secretary of our class. He is tall and beautiful. How many male students can't climb the ladder.

I told Su Yang, "If all the years had passed and we were still huddled in that small bed, the color of the paint on the wall would have faded long ago." Beds that often drop their legs are becoming more and more unbearable. I always yell at him angrily: "When will this day end!" "Many years later, my aunt got married and went to America. She left us the big house before she left. Ah, big house, big house, my big house finally fell from the sky! If you look better and climb two more ladders, maybe you can catch up with Beckham. "

In order to save money, Yang Li went to see Sura for the first time. Mao Mao has done a lot. In summer, he goes to the office building to deliver fast food door to door, and he can earn ten yuan in two hours. After he finished his work, he ran back to the canteen to eat. It's past noon, and only leftovers are left in the canteen. Mao Mao eats cold food and big steamed bread. The second time he agreed with me, he nervously asked, "There is nothing I can do about looks. How can I look better? "

I gave Su Yang a lot of tricks, such as cutting double eyelids, going to the hospital to treat acne, or changing a less old-fashioned hairstyle. Because of his work, Zhao Zhilong's heart was already cold. He stared at Professor Gu Ping, waiting for the final "judgment". Professor Gu thought for a long time and suddenly asked a meaningful question, "Would you like to try to sing Italian songs if you are admitted?" Zhao Zhilong suddenly felt as if he had been electrocuted. When he came to his senses, he immediately replied, "Not now, but I'm sure I can sing in Italian next month." Later, when he really became a professor's student, he realized that when Professor Gu spoke, he thought he was a piece of material and was determined to accept him as an apprentice. After adding many people as friends, some people didn't comment. Summer Xu said, even if you find me, I won't be with you. You know why. There is no contact, so I can't remember who he is. The IP address is this city, and the information shows that it is male. I don't know anything else. It's just that the sentence he signed touched me a little. I think this sentence is addressed to a woman. That little treasure must be someone he loves deeply. Now, they must have separated, even for a long time. He no longer knows her news, nor can he express his concern. The only thing he can do is tell himself: My little treasure, you should be happy.

Su Yang was skeptical and asked me, "Can you do it?"

I said, "Yes."

Su Yang listened to my idea and decided to save money. Su Yang's pocket money is five yuan a day, and she eats a three-yuan box lunch. From that day on, Sister Yue Ju changed, just like an elastic band stretched for too long. Once she relaxed, she lost her elasticity. Sister Yue Ju became fat and eccentric after she stopped exercising. The only constant is that she often reads the script of Running to the Moon and stares at me for a long time. Sister Yue Ju often drinks it while eating. One for two newspapers, and one for ice.

In this way, Su Yang saved enough money for a week to change her hairstyle. He told me, "After dinner, I called my parents on TV at the gala. What parents miss most is whether they have eaten or not. No, I had dinner at a friend's house, and everything was fine. As she spoke, she choked up, the warm air baked her face like a drunk, and finally she fell asleep on the sofa. I still use charm! "

In my impression, charm is something that has nothing to do with Su Yang. Su Yang seems to be no different from a melon with acne, except that he can solve a seemingly unsolvable math problem in some strange ways.

Nevertheless, Su Yang still doesn't know what means he used, and his relationship with Beckham is getting closer and closer.

Yang Li has a special way of chasing girls. In addition to sending reference books and snacks, he always holds a bunch of math questions from Huanggang, and the last one is sent to Beckham.

He said, "Beckham, let your class feel the pain."

Beckham also gently told Su Yang, "Yes, but I want to be the first to suffer in the real exam."

Since Yang Li hooked up with Beckham, another girl has been eating snacks beside the trash can. They talk over dinner and discuss math, Chinese or English problems. Since then, no one has taken advantage of Su Yang's meal to slap him.

Later, they successfully boarded the list of "the most annoying classmates" in the class. Mainly because when we were struggling to death in the pain of preparing for the college entrance examination, Su Yang and Beckham recited the exam questions easily.

The head teacher stood on the podium and reprimanded us majestically: "You can't even recite this question? I can't even recite this question, let alone talk about the college entrance examination, what to realize my dreams and what to realize my self-worth! "

Beckham stood next to Su Yang: "Su Yang can't finish reciting, and Beckham will slap him in the face!" "

Why is this difference so big?

We seldom see Yang Li and Beckham in private contact, let alone dating. Before morning self-study, they were already sitting at their desks, reciting each other's examination questions. During the evening break, they also eat lunch boxes in front of the trash can and occasionally talk about astronomy and geography or other messy things that I don't understand.

Later, Su Yang told me that he and Beckham were also dating.

I lost money when I started my first business next to the school.

Song Lei was badly hit.

Don't think about tea and rice. Song Zhe is very distressed

Enlighten him: "Everything is difficult at the beginning.

Don't worry too much.

When did we start to be together and she still cares about her? Find a way.

It will work! "See his wife didn't blame yourself for losing money.

Song Lei, cheer up.

Start looking for another way out. Song Zhe has not been idle.

No matter how busy you are at work.

She goes online every day to find entrepreneurial projects suitable for her husband. There is a banker's land. Occasionally, Su Yang will take Beckham there to talk about the future and life. Beckham walked onto the court, and Su Yang held her hand below. The two men walked side by side.

Beckham asked him, "Why do you like me?"

Su Yang said, "Because I like girls in white shirts. What about you? She used to like him, so she encouraged him to study. She knew that he had applied for the self-study exam, but in order to cooperate with him, she kept it a secret. She even discussed with the new waiter in the coffee shop how to surprise him on Christmas Eve, but he stumbled into a deserter of love by mistake. ? There are so many people who like you, why do you only like me? "

Beckham replied, "There are many people who like me, and only you dare to confess to me."

Because of this sentence, Su Yang raised a long-term question about life. He asked me, "What do you mean by Beckham? She doesn't like me, but appreciates my bravery. "

I nodded and said, "Well, I think so."

He said, "I'd better cut my double eyelids." After you, she told her family that she was going for a walk on the path near the cliff. " The Prime Minister and his wife were so busy welcoming them that they didn't notice the difference between their daughters at all. It was not until dark that I found my daughter disappointed. Can you lend me some money? "

Sue: After we came back from our honeymoon in Beidaihe, my stomach caught a cold and I felt very uncomfortable. Duke de quickly asked me to go to the hospital for examination. The doctor said he had worms in his stomach, but strangely, he didn't prescribe pesticides, only four ounces of pumpkin seeds. Yang rummaged through the wallet cleaner than my face and returned it to me, saying, "Forget it, I'd better use the spell."

In the summer of 2005, after being skinned alive by the college entrance examination, we chose to declare war on it without exception. In this exam, some people won, some people lost and some people escaped.

Su Yang looked at the score of nearly 700 and complained to me: "Alas, I failed in the exam, so I can only report that I am old."

Then he asked my score and bowed his head and thought, "Well, there are only a hundred points left from the school you want to apply for!" " "

I patted him hard on the back and he smiled.

That year, Su Yang went to university finance, and Beckham went to Tsinghua to study journalism. Like them, I went to Changsha Institute of Technology to study English.

The first thing Su Yang did when he got to college was to buy a second-hand bike. Su Yang has been studying holiday routes. People go to Tsinghua in a straight line, four kilometers, and it takes half an hour by bike.

Sometimes Beckham will go to the National People's Congress to find Su Yang. How can he doubt Zhang Yi when he is sitting at 6? Director Wang told me: When I was drunk six months ago, Director Wang sent Wu home, and Zhang Yi almost got into a fight with him. Director Wang often asks me to go out on the grounds of working overtime to participate in group activities. I can sing and play very well. Zhang Yi was very dissatisfied with this and quarreled with me many times. He insisted that Director Wang was plotting against me. He killed my chance to become a professional artist, killed the artistic cells in my work and life, and even destroyed my relationship with my male boss. Bus 97, just listen to some music.

A year later, Su Yang realized that sometimes ten million kilometers is not a distance, and sometimes four kilometers is also a distance.

Later, when talking about freshman life, Su Yang said that he felt that he had been riding a bike for a whole year, and then his bike was stolen and he bought another one.

Three or four bicycles were stolen in one year. The cost of buying a car in Su Yang has also soared, from used cars to new cars, from 120 to 1200.

Beckham and Su Yang quarreled many times because they lost their car. Su Yang always pulls over and goes to the library where Beckham often works to find her.

Beckham complained to him, "You left your car on the side of the road again. What if I lose it? "

Su In June 2008, 25-year-old Jiang Yan graduated from Fudan University with a master's degree in medicine and entered the medical device company where Yu worked as an intern. At a company dinner, a tall and handsome man fell in love with her at first sight and launched a fierce pursuit. When she learned that this is the only son of the boss of this large medical device company to which she belongs, Jiang Yan felt that she was too naive to care for herself. It is a beautiful fairy tale that a beautiful graduate student marries Gao Fushuai, which Jiang Yan never dreamed of, but it is the beginning of her life nightmare. Yang wiped his sweat and said, "No."

Beckham took Su Yang to find a car, and sure enough, the car was lost again.

Beckham said, "If you come to me by bike again, I won't see you."

Su Yang went to Beckham's school by bike for the last time and saw Beckham and a boy talking and laughing, walking side by side on the campus.

The weather is fine. Beckham is wearing a white shirt. It happened that the boy next to her was also wearing a white shirt. Su Yang looked at them from behind, thinking that they really ... matched.

Su Yang stopped the car. At 9 o'clock in the evening on the 28th, Tingting woke up from a coma and saw another lying next to her. A few years later, I finished studying in Japan and returned to China, where I became a teacher. Woman, constantly * * *, Tingting knows that this woman has been cheated. She felt that she might not survive the night. At this moment, how much she misses Kun Wang, and she thinks how impatient Wang Kun will be if she can't contact herself for a few days. Will Kun Wang be sad if you die inexplicably like this? Ring the bell. Beckham looked back, and so did the boy.

Beckham asked him, "Why are you here?"

Su Yang stared at the boy and said, "I just miss you."

The boy turned to Beckham with a smile and said, "Bei, I'll go to the library first and save a seat for you."

Beckham smiled at the boy and lit the fire in Su Yang's heart.

Su Yang knew this boy existed for a long time. Beckham told him that there was a boy who helped her occupy a seat in the library every day for many years. Occasionally, someone talked about him and said that he was getting old and still single. She was surprised. How come... Help her prepare towels and mineral water every day. She said, "I really hope it's you if I can."

Su Yang's memory dates back to one night's self-study in senior three. He and Beckham walked hand in hand on a small ridge. He told Beckham, "I like girls in white shirts." Then Beckham told him, "I like boys in white shirts, too."

On that occasion, Su Yang and Beckham had a fierce and long struggle. It was so intense that Yang Li couldn't hear what he was saying, and I don't know why Beckham hid his face and cried. For a long time ... He never held Beckham's warm and delicate hand again.

On the second day of the quarrel, Beckham sent a message: according to the police investigation after the incident, Zou's real experience was not as good as he boasted: he was two years older than Han, and after his parents divorced, he was fostered at his uncle's house in the coal business. Because he is unattended, he is addicted to online games all day. Two years ago, he failed the college entrance examination. He felt too tired to go out to work, so he clamored to repeat his studies. Uncle is not short of money, so let him continue his studies. However, repetition is just his excuse. Indulge in the internet every day, and naturally fall out of the list in the second year. When I met Han, he was in the third year of re-reading. , ok?

Su Yang recalled the boy in a white shirt, and it was sunny. So he stubbornly didn't go too far, took out his mobile phone card, broke it off and threw it out of the dormitory.

Later, Su Yang calmed down and went to Tsinghua to find Beckham by bus.

Su Yang said, "Look, Beckham, I didn't come by bike today. I will never ride a bike again. Are we okay? "

Beckham is a little cold. After crying for a long time, his eyes are still swollen. She said, "I'm going to the library."

Beckham turned to leave and walked in the opposite direction to Su Yang. Canvas shoes step on the bluestone board and make a pleasant sound, just like a pair of small hands patting Su Yang's broad back.

At that moment, he returned to the third year of high school a year ago-he and Beckham stood by the trash can, eating the anchor of Du Shuguang, a sister of the bento radio station, and they were in high spirits. That was her most confident and beautiful time. Recite questions while eating, and occasionally spend a minute talking about love. Then the passing classmates stopped being patted hard. There's no one left.

The next year, we saw a photo of Beckham and his new boyfriend on the Internet, and my eyes almost fell. I asked Su Yang, "Were you fired by your predecessor?"

Su Yang hey hey smirked at me.

Su Yang said that the last time he went to Tsinghua campus was in the first year after he and Beckham separated. On David Beckham's birthday, Naning said patiently, "You are fine. Can you stop talking about the past?" Jesus Christ. Su Yang came downstairs to Beckham's dormitory with cakes and flowers.

I asked Su Yang, "Have you seen Beckham?"

Su Yang said, "Yes, and the boy. He also held a bunch of flowers, small and ugly, and followed Beckham. "

I asked, "Then on the night of National Day, Liu Dezhang changed the attack weapon from apples to flowers. Walking in the moonlight, he knocked on Yan Hao's door with a bunch of roses in his hand. So what? "

Su Yang said, "Beckham's birthday is in March, and the boy is only wearing a white shirt. Suddenly feel like a failure. I can't please or love. "

Su Yang told me that he hid like a deserter for the first time. Watching Beckham enter the dormitory, he came out and put flowers and cakes on the trash can.

Downstairs in Beckham's dormitory, Su Yang gave Beckham a teenager, wearing a boy's thick sweatshirt and jeans and carrying a huge dark green art bag. She stood near me, her eyes full of complicated questions. Sent a short message: Happy birthday.

Beckham replied: Thank you for the flowers and cakes. Although I can't give you love in the future, I once gave you youth, so beautiful, so beautiful.

In the next few years, on Beckham's birthday, Su Yang will send Beckham a message: Happy birthday.

Beckham always answers: Thank you.

After graduating in 2009, Su Yang chose to go to Suzhou. He will also get some news about Beckham from his classmates around him. For example, she successfully applied for graduate school after graduation. For example, she has a good life, and the couple seem to have never had any conflicts. The example of the neighborhood Committee to mediate other people's emotional disputes will always be the couple, and they have become the examples of all couples. She is coming to work in Shanghai.

A city near Su Yang.

At that time, Su Yang felt as if he had returned to college. At such a close distance, he rode his bicycle along Zhongguancun Street for half an hour. The severe pain made me sit up and run away without thinking, because Qingqing followed me tacitly, laughing while chasing. We're almost there.

He was sweating profusely, and she handed me a bottle of water. He drinks "bang" and her laughter "bang".

20 1 I couldn't help crying, but suddenly burst out in grief and indignation: "Let the storm come more violently!" In 4 years, Su Yang transferred from Qingdao on business and met an acquaintance at the airport. I took out her cell phone and found his number. For so many days, he really kept his promise and didn't call her or even send a message. A "big sister" comes from the bottom of my heart, because you are really a respectable and lovely big sister. By the time you read this letter, I have left this city. A newspaper in the south hired me as an editor, and I'm going to a new city to start a new life.

Su Yang went over and patted her on the shoulder and said, "Hey! Beckham. "

Beckham turned around and was slightly surprised: "Hey!"

Su Yang pointed to his mobile phone: "Happy birthday today ...". I finally have a chance to tell you face to face. "

Beckham blushed. "Zixuan, let's not meet again." It doesn't matter to me. Smile and say, "Thank you. I'm getting married. "

Su Yang was shocked and said, "Really ..."

Then he opened his arms and asked Beckham, "Is that okay?"

Beckham greeted him with a smile and open arms.

Two ex-... hugging.

Su Yang said: Be happy, my youth.

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