Lu Xiaoman: A woman is in her skin, a goddess is in her bones
"Pingting is a beautiful woman, intoxicated by the haze of the world of mortals, mistakenly treading lightly on legend; in the depths of time, her smile is as bright as a flower, and she is astonished for several years" is talking about Lu Xiaoman. Lu Xiaoman was born into a famous family, and his mother Wu Manhua is. The eldest daughter of Changzhou Baima Sansitu Zhongcheng Wu Leihe, her mother held Lu Xiaoman to the standards of a lady in the upper class. Through her mother's strict upbringing, her words and deeds, and her actions, Lu Xiaoman behaved like a lady.
Hu Shi once said: "Lu Xiaoman is a must-see scenery in old Beijing." Seeing the photo of Lu Xiaoman wearing a plain white cheongsam and holding a paintbrush, I only thought that Lu Xiaoman's appearance was only average, but in the photo Her posture is lazy, her expression is relaxed, and her charm and elegance are like a beautiful poem among flowers. Such Lu Xiaoman fascinated Xu Zhimo, Wang Geng and many celebrities and gentlemen.
Lu Xiaoman has a distinguished pedigree and a distinguished family background. In addition, Lu Xiaoman is naturally intelligent. He is proficient in English and French at the age of sixteen or seventeen, and he can also play the piano well. Proficient in oil painting, her versatility, enthusiasm and generosity, politeness, lithe figure, and bright and gorgeous smile gradually made her famous in the social world.
She was born to be the center of attention. She got the luxury house, beauty, popularity, etc. easily. Because of his emotional life with Xu Zhimo, many people still compare Lu Xiaoman and Lin Huiyin to this day. In his relationship with Xu Zhimo, Lu Xiaoman won the emotional battle, but it was Lin Huiyin who showed himself as the winner. , in terms of appearance and talent, Lu Xiaoman is not inferior in the slightest, but in the eyes of literary and artistic young people, they think Lin Huiyin is a goddess as quiet as a lotus, while Lu Xiaoman is superficial and vain.
Lu Xiaoman’s father, Lu Ding, chose Ruyilang Wang Geng for Lu Xiaoman. Wang Geng was an army major general and was born into a distinguished family. His marriage was a typical celebrity gentleman and lady. Wang Geng gave Lu Xiaoman a life that all women would envy. Wang Geng's boring and incomprehensible style made Lu Xiaoman feel that her married life was boring and unfree.
Lu Xiaoman is free and belongs to the social circle. The constraints of marriage and boring life make her urgently need to return to the social circle to find some fun. At this time, Xu Zhimo followed Lin Huiyin back to China, but his courtship was rejected by Lin Huiyin. Xu Zhimo needed a lovely person as a confidant and companion. The encounter between Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman was like heat meeting cotton wool, they touched together and burned into a ball. Xu Zhimo unabashedly confided his love for her to Lu Xiaoman. Xu Zhimo was gentle, considerate, poetic and romantic. He accompanied Lu Xiaoman to visit the Great Wall and visit temples. Everything followed Lu Xiaoman's hobbies. Xu Zhimo has a huge attraction for Lu Xiaoman. Lu Xiaoman was quickly captured by Xu Zhimo, and Xu Zhimo also threw himself into Lu Xiaoman's network. The two were in love and met each other late, and it was difficult to take into account the ethical principles. , and even ignore the patriarchal family tradition.
Soon the affair between Lu Xiaoman and Xu Zhimo was exposed. In that era, rumors were rampant. Wang Geng loved Lu Xiaoman. He said to Lu Xiaoman: "Xiaoman, I can't give you the life you want. If you feel bored living with me, then we will have to separate." Wang Geng made Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman happy, Lu Xiaoman does not have the same vision as Lin Huiyin. Lin Huiyin also fell in love with Jin Yuelin during marriage, but she restrained herself and gained everyone's respect and understanding. Although Lu Xiaoman was smart, all her intelligence was focused on romance, without any introspection or self-awareness. Before she could figure out the key interests, she ended her marriage with Wang Geng in a daze. This also doomed her future. tragedy.
The marriage between Lu Xiaoman and Xu Zhimo was not blessed. Xu Zhimo’s parents were unwilling to accept this daughter-in-law, as if the world was on the opposite side of her. At the engagement ceremony of Lu Xiaoman and Xu Zhimo, Liang Qichao wrote in the marriage certificate given to the two: "Xu Zhimo, you are impetuous by nature, so you have not achieved anything in your studies for many years. You are not professional in your emotions, which has led to divorce again." Marry. Lu Xiaoman, you must be a serious person and fulfill your duties as a woman. You must not hinder Xu Zhimo's career in the future. You two have been divorced and remarried. It will be painful in the future. Repent yourself, start a new life, and may this be the last time you get married." Liang Qichao's words unexpectedly brought the atmosphere of the wedding to a freezing point. The newlyweds did not have many blessings from relatives, and the slightly simple wedding was perfect in the eyes of Lu Xiaoman and Xu Zhimo.
A storm of love, romance, beauty, and romance will ultimately be no match for the daily necessities of life.
Happiness is always short-lived, but pain comes quickly. Xu Zhimo's parents don't like Lu Xiaoman and don't recognize this daughter-in-law. They would rather go to Peking to live with their former daughter-in-law Zhang Youyi. This is simply an insult to the high-spirited Lu Xiaoman.
The quarrel between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, coupled with the lack of support from his parents for the marriage, caused Xu Zhimo to break away from his family, and the family did not give Xu Zhimo any financial support. Lu Xiaoman and Xu Zhimo moved to Shanghai soon after their marriage. The feasting and feasting in Shanghai soon attracted Lu Xiaoman. Lu Xiaoman was born to be the center of attention. Soon Lu Xiaoman returned to the social circle again. With her prominent family background, status as a socialite, and her famous With the blessing of the poet's wife, Lu Xiaoman thrived in the social circle and became a social butterfly that was envied by everyone. Write to earn royalties. Lu Xiaoman is probably really only suitable to be a socialite. She doesn't know how to be a wife or run a family.
Later, Lu Xiaoman met Weng Duanwu. His family was rich and their relationship was ambiguous. Under the influence of Weng Duanwu, Lu Xiaoman began to smoke opium. It was widely rumored in Shanghai celebrity circles that Lu Xiaoman had an affair with red apricots. wall. Xu Zhimo heard that he still defended his beloved wife. Feng shui took turns, just as he intervened in Wang Geng's marriage, others also intervened in his marriage.
Then Hu Shi invited Xu Zhimo to teach at Peking University, and he agreed. He hoped that Lu Xiaoman would go to Beijing with him to develop and open up a new world. Maybe it was the feasting and feasting of Shanghai that attracted Lu Xiaoman, or maybe it was the unknown city. The unknown factors frightened Lu Xiaoman, but Lu Xiaoman refused. In desperation, Xu Zhimo began a life of traveling between Shanghai and Beijing.
In order to save travel expenses between the two places, Xu Zhimo always takes free flights along the way. In order to catch up with Lin Huiyin's speech in the auditorium of Peking Union Medical College Hospital, Xu Zhimo couldn't wait to take the "Jinan" postal plane. Before boarding the plane, he left a letter to Lu Xiaoman: "There is heavy fog in Xuzhou. I have a headache and don't want to leave. Prepare to return." "Shanghai." Due to the heavy fog, the pilot had to lower the flight altitude in order to find an accurate heading. The plane hit a mountain near Dangjiazhuang, Jinan, and exploded. Unexpectedly, Xu Zhimo's text message became a permanent farewell.
Xu Zhimo's death caused a great shock in the society. People in the society accused Lu Xiaoman, thinking that he was responsible for Xu Zhimo's death. At that time, the only relic left by Xu Zhimo at the scene was a scroll of landscape painting painted by Lu Xiaoman in 1931. Xu Zhimo regarded this painting as a treasure and put it in an iron box, preparing to take it to Beijing to have someone add a title. Lu Xiaoman always treasured this painting and regarded it as more important than his own life.
Only when you lose something do you realize how precious the people around you are. Only after she lost her did Lu Xiaoman realize how important Xu Zhimo was to her. She had no regrets in her life except for her sweetheart. After Xu Zhimo's death, Lu Xiaoman thanked guests behind closed doors and began preparing to compile and publish Xu Zhimo's legacy.
In order to publish Xu Zhimo's posthumous works, Lu Xiaoman traveled around, no longer paying attention to appearance, and wrapped himself in plain clothes every day. During the Qingming Festival in 1933, Lu Xiaoman returned to Kip Shek and wrote a poem in memory of him: "With a broken heart, the feeling of the piano has not gone away, and this heart has been sent to the clouds for a long time; in the past few years, I have become more aware of the coldness of the desert, and I wrote that the lakes and mountains are always lonely." Perhaps he felt that he had let Xu Zhimo down, so he wanted to make up for it. Lu Xiaoman worked hard for several years just to publish Xu Zhimo's poems, so that Xu Zhimo's talent and poetry could be passed down to future generations.
After Xu Zhimo’s death, Weng Duanwu came to Lu Xiaoman very frequently. She was concerned about Lu Xiaoman and was afraid that Lu Xiaoman would blame herself for hurting her body. Weng Duanwu even shouldered Lu Xiaoman’s living expenses, but Lu Xiaoman knew very well that she was worried about Weng. Dragon Boat Festival has no love but feelings, so she made a three-part agreement with him, not allowing him to abandon his first wife. They were not getting married. Despite this, Weng Duanwu still has a deep love for Lu Xiaoman, and he goes back and forth. Even after Lu Xiaoman told Weng Duanwu that he could not replace Xu Zhimo, Weng Duanwu still cared about her. The world still has prejudices against the relationship between Lu Xiaoman and Weng Duanwu.
In his later years, when Weng Duanwu’s family fortune was gone and he was suffering from illness, Lu Xiaoman tried his best to paint and sell his paintings to maintain the economy. Weng Duanwu often apologized to Lu Xiaoman for dragging her down, and Lu Xiaoman was also grateful for his difficulty in taking care of her in the past. When Weng Duanwu was dying, he went to Lu Xiaoman's friend and told him his last words, hoping that his friend would take more care of Lu Xiaoman. This moved Lu Xiaoman, who had experienced life and death separation, and always felt indebted to Weng Duanwu and could not respond to his love.
Wang Geng, Xu Zhimo, and Weng Duanwu. For Lu Xiaoman, her favorite is Xu Zhimo. Wang Geng and Weng Duanwu have given her material life. Xu Zhimo’s romance, thoughtfulness, and talent are Lu Xiaoman’s favorite. Love, but Lu Xiaoman always owes these three people.
When Lu Xiaoman was dying, she came to Zhao Qingge and hoped that she could be buried with Xu Zhimo after her death. Zhao Qingge tried his best to apply, but because Xu Zhimo’s son Xu Jikai, who was born to his ex-wife Zhang Youyi, did not agree, he could not be buried with Xu Zhimo. , and was later buried at the Dongshan Overseas Chinese Cemetery in Suzhou at the expense of Lu Xiaoman's nephew, and buried with his parents Lu Ding and Wu Manhua, which can be regarded as a return to the beginning of reincarnation.
Lu Xiaoman lived a happy life. In order to pursue love and be herself, she suffered from infamy and notoriety. She swayed all her beauty to enjoy the enviable eyes of others. If Lu Xiaoman had not met Xu Zhimo, maybe she would still have been a celebrity wife with no worries about food and clothing. She chose Xu Zhimo to gamble on an uncertain future, and she also paid the price for her choice. You will wake up only after you have done something wrong, but sometimes it is too late, such as Lu Xiaoman versus Xu Zhimo, or Weng Duanwu. After a generation of youth, everything returns to the beginning of reincarnation.