People with wind in their bones are doomed to wander all their lives.
I don't know if there is wind in my bones, and I feel that I am drifting now. Just like Li's "Wandering Son" sings: "The dream in our hearts is our wandering distance and our inner yearning".
Young us, with passion, dreams and wind in our bones, resolutely chose to leave home, towards the distant.
Of course, I am no exception. As a member of the Beipiao clan, the first day I came to Beijing, I looked at this beautiful and prosperous city and secretly made up my mind to make a difference here. Even after suffering, no matter how difficult, I never gave up.
Why did you drift north? Why not go back to your hometown? Many people ask me this question, which reminds me of a passage in the movie: "Why did you come to Thailand? Does anyone feel comfortable in China and want to come out? There are reasons to stay and reasons to come out. You don't want to go back after so long? There are thousands of things outside, but nothing can compare with those at home. But although this city has no home, it is one step closer to its dream. What can I do when I go back? The cowhide is blown out, and people thought you were doing well outside. In fact, I have lost my tooth, and only I know the pain. Those who wander away from home have their own difficulties, but we don't need other people's pity. We are still young, and we will continue to work hard, stay with our own hands, or return home with clothes.
After hard work, I finally settled down in this city. When I saw others visiting naked resignation, I was envious.
People always envy what others can do, especially the way of life. This is very similar to what Qian Zhongshu said in Fortress Besieged. People outside the city want to go in, and people in the city want to come out.
Everyone envies other people's lives and people in the city, but few people in the city dare to leave.
As countless drifters will say while enjoying drifting, they hope to meet someone who loves each other, choose a small town and live a life of daily necessities.
May be unwilling to the status quo, may also be the love of wandering, after several hesitations, I also chose naked resignation, with my poems and distance, to take a trip, in the days after resignation, don't have to face boring documents, don't have to look at the leader's face, don't have to work overtime day and night. This is the life I want.
After unbridled madness, people will eventually return to life. With the passage of time, whether psychologically or economically, they are under increasing pressure, spending their little savings, followed by rent, water, electricity and credit cards, and always have to clean up the mess. It is these material things that have obliterated our pride and exhausted our loneliness, but they can't blow away the wind in our bones and let us continue to drift.
Now, who is not thinking about colorful clothes and angry horses, but also facing chicken feathers and singing AG! Wandering outside, you should know that life can be wandering and lonely, but the soul must have a refuge.