Brief introduction of Ck Ceekay

Ceekay, a native of Shaoyang, Hunan Province, was an intern pharmacist before his death. Grandpa is Irish, so he is a quarter Irish. My mother is from Changsha and my grandmother is from Hainan. Is a low-key person. Being withdrawn from childhood gives people the feeling of indifference. She attended an aristocratic school in Changsha in junior high school. Her personality may also be caused by her family. Her parents are often absent and seldom care about her. He once wrote an LES novel Shen, which mainly tells the story of the heroine and Yi Longjing. Yilongjing does exist in reality, but it is not the "Melissa Zhou" in Melissa Zhou's Song for You. Ceekay once mentioned two people in his diary. Melissa Zhou should be the first girl to fall in love with Ceekay. As for why we parted later. Yilongjing is not the carefree pig in some people's eyes, Ceekay's younger brother and so on. I worked in a radio station, but because of my strong Taiwan Province accent, I finally lost my job of broadcasting the weather and saying some small words. Maybe taking drugs can reach the spiritual world she expects. Ceekay is paranoid and stubborn, and tends to go to extremes. Her spiritual world is very painful. She has the habit of playing with blood to hurt herself. She often cuts herself black and blue with a knife and draws blood with many needles. She cries alone every day, and her spirit is particularly painful. She has a good voice. The cover "Say Love Me" is an eternal classic. She once punched five holes in her body in Guangdong, including an eyebrow nail, a tongue nail, two lip nails and a chest nail. Ceekay is bisexual. She talks about her spiritual love with boys and her physical entanglements with women (as written in her diary). She loves her parents very much and doesn't want to be forgotten or hurt. She cries alone every day. Her later words and her songs are deep and cold, which makes people feel sad to be with her after reading and listening. She is a sad child, a poor girl. Most of her photos give people a feeling of cold and fear, and her personality is eccentric. Ceekay's blog:-I will die again and again to prove that life will be endless. She died of suicide. After taking dozens of sleeping pills, she kept scratching her wrists and thighs with a knife. Later, she was found by her family and sent to the hospital. When she woke up, she refused treatment. After pulling out the infusion tube, he left forever. Cook Islands

I committed suicide because I was desperate for the world. I didn't commit suicide for love, nor did I die in a car accident. It's not gothic death. In fact, she is a very talented girl, and she is also beautiful and lovely, but why doesn't anyone want to admit it before she dies? Why does everyone think she is terrible? Her spiritual realm is beyond anyone's prying eyes. Maybe, she was willing to open her heart to others, but her family and those boys killed her. Her longing for affection and hope for love, in the end, she was hit hard. C.k. didn't leave, just left us. We can't see her, but she will get better now and always. She was just tired and fell asleep. She is just an ordinary girl. It's just that she has her own unique and profound views on many problems in life. For example, suffering (here suffering is broad and contains two meanings. The first layer refers to the survival difficulties that people will inevitably encounter in the process of survival. The first meaning refers to the pain and death caused by people's psychological endurance to the ugly side after thinking deeply about all aspects of human nature. People in this world have several views on suffering and death. The first kind of people keep looking for a goal in life and then work hard for it. They also know that there are hardships in life, but life has goals, hard work and fun, so suffering has little influence on them, or they have adopted a passive attitude towards suffering and death for most of their lives. They regard their mental state as a positive state, and most people belong to this kind of people. The second kind of people have a much shallower understanding of suffering and death than the first kind. In a sense, they just live in the dark and have no big goals and direction in life. They live out the nature of animal existence. Basically, they don't ask about the meaning of living, and a certain number of people belong to this category. The third kind of people unfortunately encounter hardships in the process of life (suffering refers to the meaning of the first level mentioned above for such people). They choose suicide to escape because they don't want to get through it or lose the motivation to live again. Their deaths are absolutely tragic and avoidable. The fourth kind of people are very complicated people. They are naturally keen on thinking and love the freedom of the soul. Most of them are lonely in life and like to be alone. They have a deep understanding of suffering, especially the almost indelible suffering brought by the ugly side of human nature in the process of life, and finally choose death to get rid of it. Only the fourth kind of people die relatively optimistically. Ceekay certainly belongs to the fourth category. All those who like her should bless her. You shouldn't always talk about her life and death. It is also a very incomprehensible practice to publish the news of her death on the Internet at first.