A book "The Fish King"

For many years, I didn't want to read it, Astafyev's The Fish King. Accompany me for more than ten years, published in 1982, pricing 1.60 yuan. Think about ten or twenty dollars of literary rubbish. This book is really exciting. I opened it again. The last time I opened it was a few years ago. I didn't finish reading it. The crease that marks the next reading can't be unfolded, but the trace of carbon ink is as clear as it was just scraped this morning. I read those crossed sentences again, and there is an image that I have never forgotten:

"A boy whose right hand was sealed with plaster killed the mosquito in the window with his left hand. One side of the window glass is dripping with red blood, and the other side is clear raindrops. They flow along the glass, and their tracks overlap, sometimes zigzag, but the dirty blood flow and the clear rain flow overlap, but they can't wash each other. This image on the glass reminds people of some incomprehensible and ominous mystery of survival. "

The narrow scene in the waiting room of this small town station written by the writer makes people's thoughts enter the vast fields of society, history and life. Perhaps we should think about the crisis and harshness of life.

I can't help looking out of the window. Near the window is a gloomy sky, and the mountains and buildings in the distance are shrouded in thick fog, which is still pale yellow. This weather has been going on for two or three days. The weather forecast says a sandstorm is blowing farther north. I can imagine that dust is brought to the windows of those unfortunate people by raindrops. It is gray-yellow, the transparent walls are as blurred as fish scales, and the cool and condensed clear water vapor is slowly flowing down inside the glass. That should be a way for nature to talk to people. Nature has to go to people's windows and wake up the people who are numb and sleeping.

Astafyev is a person who wakes up earlier. Maybe he never fell asleep. He has a flesh-and-blood relationship with nature, so as a writer, he never deviated from his native land as soon as he became famous. He grasped the pulse of nature from the window of his hometown and thought about the relationship between man and nature. His feelings and worries are all in a thick book "The King of Fish", which was in the early 1970s. He has felt the difficulty of breathing in nature and the imbalance between man and nature. He realized that when we thought we were transforming everything, we were actually destroying, damaging, trampling and destroying. At the same time, when people lose their love for nature, they will inevitably lose their humanity. All evil deeds that destroy and trample on the integrity, grandeur and perfection of nature will inevitably lead to the fall of human nature and will inevitably be punished; Under the condition of modern technology, a small move will affect the fate of millions of people, and the relationship between people, people and collectives, people and labor, and people and society has changed ... Here, we can see the anxiety of a prophet writer and feel his heartache for the scarred nature. At that time, writers were praising the improvement of Russia and China.

The King of Fish embodies the quality of a good writer, which is profound and broad. Its color is also like two sides of a piece of glass. On the one hand, it is the writer's love for nature and people, on the other hand, it is the writer's sadness and remorse for people plundering nature. No one can feel the pain of nature like Astafyev, even a drop of dew on the tip of willow leaves can't condense. He thinks it is because he is afraid that its fall will destroy the world. He emphasized that the ever-changing beauty of nature can only be preserved in its "living environment". He is a true son of nature. Comparatively speaking, those of us who only go for a walk in nature occasionally are really superficial and even perfunctory. I think it's because we hide in the city, unconsciously separate ourselves from nature and forget our origin. We were alienated in the city.

The glass windows in this city are becoming more and more colorful, brown, green, blue and gray. They beautify the face of the city and block the footsteps of the sun, but people in the glass windows can still see the swaying green trees and silent distant mountains outside the window and understand the call of nature with colors. However, we are tempted by the modern and materialistic life in the window, which means that human beings will continue to pay the price for the increasingly crazy modern life, and it also means that human beings are backward in paying attention to nature. This is the opposite tone of modern life, and I'm afraid Astafyev can't help it. He wrote something related to his flesh and blood, but it made us feel worried and painful. Unfortunately, not everyone can understand The Fish King.

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