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My tea is cold, why ... I'm always in a bad mood. The early morning rain covered my window and I couldn't see anything. Everything I see is gray. But there is your picture on the wall, which reminds me that it is not bad, not bad ... [Stan] Dear Slim, I wrote to you, but you still didn't reply. I left my address, name and telephone number at the end of the letter. I sent two letters in autumn, but you certainly didn't get them. Maybe the post office or something made a mistake. Sometimes I always scribble addresses. But what can you do? Fuck it! How is your daughter? My girlfriend is also pregnant. I am going to be a father. If it was a girl, guess what I would call her? I'll name her Bonnie. I also read about your uncle Ronnie. Very sad. A friend of mine died to dump his bitch. I know you may hear this every day, but I'm a huge fan of yours. I even have underground music that you and Scam made together. My room is covered with your posters and photos. I also like your noisy songs. That's great. Chorus: Dido, my tea is cold. Why … I'm always in a bad mood. The early morning rain covered my window and I couldn't see anything. Everything I see is gray. But there is a picture of you on the wall, reminding me that it's not bad, not bad ... [Stan] Dear Slim, you still haven't written back, I hope you can grasp the plan. I'm not crazy. I just don't think you fucking bother to write back to fans. If you don't want to talk to me outside the theater, you can talk to me, but at least you should sign Matthew's name. That's my little brother. He is only six years old. We waited in the damn cold wind for four hours, but you just said "no". The little guy idolizes you. He wants to be like you. He likes you more than I do. I'm not crazy, but I don't like being cheated. Remember our meeting in Denver? You said that if I wrote, you would reply, because we are in the same situation. I don't know who my father is. He always cheats on his mother and beats her. I can see myself in your songs. So in those depressed days, listen to your songs. Only your song can help me. I even tattooed your name on my chest. Sometimes I cut my wrist to see how much blood I can bleed. Like adrenaline, the pain came to me. I respect you because everything you say is true. My girlfriend is jealous because I talk about you every day, but she doesn't know you as well as I do. Nobody can. She won't know anyone who has our experience. Remember to write back, and you will lose such a huge fan as me forever. Yours sincerely, Stan. Besides, we will be together. Chorus: Dido, my tea is cold. Why … I'm always in a bad mood. The early morning rain covered my window and I couldn't see anything. Everything I see is gray. But there is a picture of you on the wall, which reminds me that it is not bad, not bad ... dear sir who never writes back. This will be my last email to you. I haven't written back for six months-I don't deserve it. I know you have received the last two letters; I wrote the address clearly on it. This is the tape I want to send you. I hope you can hear me driving 90 on the highway in the car. Hey, skinny, I drank 15 vodka. Do you think I can still drive? Do you know PhilCollins' song "In the Night Air" about saving a drowning man? But he was not saved. The situation is the same as it is now. You could have stopped me from drowning. But it's too late now. I can't keep my eyes open after taking 1000 sedative. I just want a damn answer. I hope you know that I tore all your photos off the wall. I love you, slim. We should be together. Think about it. Now you've ruined everything. I don't think you will fall asleep. You're bound to dream about it. You scream when you dream. I hope your conscience will condemn you. You can't breathe without me. Look, Slim [Bitch, shut up! I'm talking. Hey, skinny, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk. But I won't cut her throat, I just tie her up. I'm not like you. Suffering from suffocation will make her more miserable. All right, time to go. I'm on the bridge. Oh, damn it, how can I send the tape? [Wheel Friction] [Collision] [Short Silence] [Huge Splash] [Eminem] Dear Stan, I was going to write back to you as soon as possible, but I have been too busy recently. You said your girlfriend was pregnant. How long has it been? I'm glad you can give your daughter this name. This is your brother's signature. I wrote it at the beginning of the letter. I'm sorry I couldn't see you at the concert. I'm sure I missed it. Don't think that I wrote those songs on purpose to make you sad, but you say that you also like to cut your wrists. I sang those songs just for fun. Hey, are you okay? You have a little problem, Stan. I think you need some advice to help you. What do you mean we'll be together? I do not want to see you. I think you and your girlfriend really need each other. Maybe you should be nicer to her. I hope you can read this letter, it will arrive before you hurt yourself. As long as you relax, I think you will be fine. I'm glad I can inspire you, but why are you so crazy? I just want you to be my fan. I don't want to see you talk crazy again. A piece of news two weeks ago made me feel uneasy. A guy crashed his car into the trunk under the bridge. His pregnant girlfriend found a tape in the car, but they didn't say who it was for ... think about it, his name is ... damn it!