What kind of emotional experience is unrequited love?

It's like stepping into a swamp, sinking deeper and deeper. Having a crush on someone, I learned to try my best to hide it. I have a thousand words in my heart and no light on my face. I will always fall into an unintentional word and an unintentional move. I will think about hundreds of possible reasons in my mind and keep replaying the scene at that time. I will think it over and over again. I am afraid of my mistakes.

I have a crush on someone, but there is no other person in sight, and the corner of my eye is the figure of the other person. My eye contact is always inevitable. I dare not look at each other in another place, for fear that my shyness will be easily written on my face. I'm afraid that people around me will find out my inner secrets. The small mirror on the desktop of the classroom has also become the sustenance of meeting every day, quietly concealing your inner thoughts.

A person who has a crush on you can always lock the other person in Qian Qian at a glance. No matter where you are, as long as you are in sight, you can always see each other at a glance, familiar voices, familiar figures, familiar clothes, familiar smells, familiar movements, familiar smiles, familiar eyes and familiar people.

Having a crush on someone is like directing and acting a sad TV series. The director is himself, the actor is himself and the audience is himself. I'm afraid I'm the only one who will be moved in the end. Unrequited love is a distance not far away, ending on my lips, hiding in the years, trying to get close, avoiding the sight, denying fear, and being alone in the dead of night.