I just wanted to be a good wife and mother, but life sent me back to a tomboy. I hate him.
I complained about everything about this man, because he pushed me into the identity of a tomboy again. I really hate it! I originally thought that if I found a gentle man, he would pamper me into a more affectionate little woman because of his love. Unexpectedly, he would push me into the role of a tomboy. Come on, come on! Have I ever been afraid? ! What's so scary! ?
Maybe, this is fate! For God's sake, can you please take a nap? Why are you staring at me? It's just that you want to have the home and love of a little woman? However, this request seems to be too much for me!
If I must be a tomboy, then take away this home that I want! If you want to do it, do it simply and without worries! This stupid man, yes, knows what this woman is capable of, but he still doesn’t hide it and love her, and insists on making her risk her life despite everything she has! Just give her a hug, and this stupid woman will be obedient. How can she let this challenging character have more opportunities, find more solutions, and not want to come back!
A hug can bring all her strengths to his use. Is there really nothing that can be said? I hate it, I really hate it! I have been forced by life to this day, and I have been so cold by him, so I have no choice but to let nature take its course! I thought that his mother could take my place as the mother of the child. The child has adapted to it, and I felt relieved. The only concern I had was help me to solve it. Whether it was your ruthlessness or your laziness, the final result was the same. !
I’m really convinced! I thought I could control me this way, but I didn’t expect that the more this happened, the stronger I would become! I don’t even know the power of sugar-coated bullets, but if I give you a little sweetness, I will be willing to “work my life for you”! This is one of the basic conditions for leadership. He always wants me to listen to him. I really don’t know how to say it.
I hate so much that there is no room for it! It's just a hug. Is it difficult? Last time, you just carried me on your back, put down all your guard, and then acted obediently like a little woman. Why? In fact, the past few months of cold treatment have really given me an opportunity to integrate everything I have learned and improve!
It’s really terrible that you have not received recognition for everything you have done to take care of the children, and you still have to find fault with everything, and compare it with other people’s wives! There is no gift for the holidays, and the most terrible thing is that they are together for 17 years. Since I don’t know that I have something to look forward to, the lunar and solar calendars fall on the same day every 19 years! Birthday. In 2019, when I had just failed the college entrance examination, I vowed to make up for it in the next 19 years. In 2019, couldn't I give myself a PARTY or a car? ?
However, I didn’t even get a piece of cake. In the end, people asked: Do you want to get the cake? ? I bought everything, why don’t I take it? Is it necessary to get it? Am I that terrible, or am I really too terrible? I deserve it. In fact, I just want a hug. You can take everything. My ability is just for fun and my habit of doing things. I like to do one thing perfectly and challenge myself in everything. Then, give me a hug and take it all!
Maybe, God has been watching me and forcing me to grow up, and then it is impossible for me to be willing to be a little woman. This life journey is an experience in life, but it is impossible for me to If you have him for a long time, he can't defeat me, so let him chill me and make me stronger! He had no choice but to compare me with other people's wives. This was a huge challenge. How could he admit it? One step at a time, I am still forced to go towards the female man!
Writing made me submit my manuscript successfully when everything else failed me. When I thought about him coming to give me a hug and I was feeling disappointed, I found a platform to talk to. Finally, someone said: You have the conditions to be a psychological counselor! You can help more people. This sense of value is what captures me - I just want to be a cook! As long as he gives me a hug at this time and doesn't say anything, I will let go of all my feelings.
That’s how I am, driven out of the house by life. I don’t want to work so hard alone. Although I have never been afraid, when I am tired, I just want a hug! However, people just say "I can't do it"! On the one hand, I thought about just being a cook, even if you don’t love me; on the other hand, I used various social values to affirm me, which made me feel heartfelt happiness from time to time...
Finally, It was his sense of distance that pushed me out the door. I decided: give up my identity as a good wife and mother, and take over my identity as a tomboy! No matter what tomorrow brings, I will always move forward bravely, I swear with my heart!
Thank you for your love and your indifference. Although, as a wife, I will always hate you, but I will definitely live a better life. Thank you for your care that has no sense of value! Please let go of my hand and give me complete freedom! I don’t believe in the principle that career and life can be balanced, and I don’t have the ability to do so. I can only do one thing well!
I decided to fly! Only at the age of forty can I truly own myself. I am forced step by step by life. I will use my life to tell everyone my affirmation!
As for ability: I like to discuss any confusion I have with professional professionals. He often tells me not to just ask one person, but to ask multiple people. I looked for: career planners, psychological counselors, lawyers, clinicians, Feng Shui masters, including deceased relatives who always come into my dreams recently. They all affirmed that I already have the ability! Let’s give an example:
A small thing in life: playing mahjong! I almost never lose, as long as I don't want to lose, it's not because I'm lucky. This involves energy, aura, memory, statistics and psychology. When that person's aura is very strong, use psychology to make the other person happier, which will consume more energy.
If there is a person who is not so good at playing cards and uses him to control someone with a strong aura, naturally, the entire aura will be controlled by him, and then he will use a little bit of male and female gender. The image of a weak person allows the opponent to relax their guard, so that they can control their aura without losing every time they play mahjong! Just like Fa Ge’s casualness, man and nature are one.
And the most important one: the rules of mahjong, learn it! There are four cards in each card. Why is there a saying of gold, three, silver and seven? This can be explained by "The Weakness of Human Nature", such as "three years old and seven years old", "little three", "seven-year itch", "thirty"... these laws come from people Sex forms a hint, and people just like these, forming "gold, three, silver and seven". This is just one of the most common international games in life. I just used some books I often read to understand it!
I won’t play mahjong anymore, because no one will play with me!
Now learn about conscience, conservation of energy in parallel worlds, and more in "Wang Yangming's Unity of Knowledge and Action"! Since you don't give me a hug, let's give up on this, my curiosity and some things I don't know, but they are by my side!
For example, I took the nutritionist certificate exam. This year, I have only completed five years of social security. I can pass this certificate that I just like and take the exam, which can solve the problem of children's settlement. I was very busy that year, but it was This is done! I don't understand why? Maybe this man and this family are just an element of what they are preparing for. Flying!
However, I follow my feelings, so let’s do it! Let me go! I love you all!