Log: Before Dawn

Log: Before Dawn

Before Dawn

Part 1

Meeting and separation are destined Yes, if possible, I would rather never see you.

In this game of love, neither you nor I can afford to lose anymore.

Remembering the people who used to be can never go far, so I am still where I started.

I am not that door, just an emotional ferryman.

The memories are so heavy, it hurts to bear on my heart.

Familiar cities always have unfamiliar scenery, but in the unfamiliar scenery, there is a familiar you.

Part 2

It has been three years since I came to this city, and everything seems to be the same as three years ago, still the same company, the same rental house, and still alone.

Perhaps the only change is that I will make an appointment with a person of the opposite sex to watch a movie on the weekend. If I feel better, I will have a few more words to talk about, and it has nothing to do with love.

She is the 7th one, which happens to be the last one.

Part 3

When I got off work that day, it suddenly started raining heavily. I was walking alone on the noisy street holding an umbrella, watching the hurried figures passing by me. Passing by, I looked for someone in the crowd that I was looking forward to.

Suddenly, a person bumped into me from behind. If I hadn’t held on hard enough, I would have flown several meters away with him and his umbrella.

The person who bumped into me was Miss 7.

7 has been my lucky number since childhood. What a coincidence, her name also has a qi.

Many things are just such coincidences that you can’t help but believe it.

It’s like there is someone waiting for you to meet her.

It’s just that I was wrong in thinking that these coincidences were the fate between us.

　Part 4

We went to see a comedy, but we laughed and cried when we saw the ending.

When everyone else laughed, I saw your silence.

You are not a female classmate without a story.

We were very happy that day. You were holding a bucket of popcorn and enjoying it like a child. Finally, you caught sight of me from the corner of your eye and fed it to my mouth, but I bit it in panic. On to your nails.

None of us ripen by ourselves, but like egg blossoms in hot summer weather, they ripen in an instant.

Part 5

In my memory, I only watched two movies with one girl, that was my ex-girlfriend.

At that time, I joked that if there is a first scene, there will be a second scene, and it will take a lifetime to watch.

No one ever made me have that urge to watch a second movie with her.

But she left early to go abroad.

Perhaps she didn’t want to make me sad, she didn’t say a word and only left a cat.

I hate cats the most, but I still keep them until now.

Remembering the people in the past can never go far, so I am still at the same place after all this time.

Part 6

Since then, we have had more contact.

Because we have to work during the day, we often meet at night.

I’ll buy you Oden cooked downstairs at twelve o’clock in the middle of the night; I’ll run a red light to buy you roasted sweet potatoes; I’ll work overtime until ten o’clock, and then walk with you on the road until three o’clock in the morning?

Two A heart abandoned by the world is slowly approaching.

However, in the end, we couldn't get any closer. Maybe that feeling was just a feeling of mutual pity for people who were both at the end of the world.

Some people say that if two people look at each other for more than three minutes, they are in love.

We have tried, but I see the shadow of someone else in your eyes. If there is love, it is definitely not for me.

There is a kind of distance where you stand in front of me, but I can't get close to your heart.

A heart door that will never be opened, a person that will never be obtained.

Part 7

We finally went to see the second movie.

After I decided to leave this city.

Just do whatever you want to do, and don’t let yourself hate the timid you in the future.

I like you, but I know that you and I cannot be together.

But I want to leave a little bit of beauty for myself.

You said you couldn’t afford to lose anymore, and so did I, so I chose to leave.

Forgive me for hugging you selfishly;

Forgive me for not watching the movie just now and watching you secretly.

I promise this is the last time.

　Part 8

There is a door on the way to everyone’s happiness. I once thought that we were each other’s door, the indispensable person in each other’s happiness, because we We are all happy together, I can feel that feeling from the bottom of my heart, but it is just happiness.

When I wanted to confess to you, you said half-jokingly that I might not love you.

It turns out that I am not that door, at least not in her eyes.

I overestimated myself.

I am not that door, I am just an emotional ferryman.

At the beginning of the story, there is a person who thinks he is overestimating his own weight, so at the end of the story, someone should consciously leave.

We tell each other’s stories and create some memories about each other.

The memories are so heavy, it hurts to bear on my heart.

Forgive me for not having the courage to say goodbye to you.

On this night, the moon is not too round;

Before dawn, our story is not finished, nor is it perfect.

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