Add 50 points to the end of Mu Rongchong's Feng Huang Yu Fei.
The blue moon is cool in autumn and the sky is quiet and white.
Pingyang has a guest.
Although he is very low-key, his eyebrows are handsome, imposing and eye-catching. Dark cloth robes wrapped in slender body, bright skin color, heroic spirit.
Yang Yi accompanied Murong Feng and quietly came to Mu Rongchong and Zheng Xinzhu's home in Guihua Lane, north of the city. The old couple knew him and let him into the front hall. The old woman hurriedly informed him.
MuRongFeng see screen slightly one leng, then laughed, Yang Yi look at him and said nothing. They walked to the side of the chair and sat down. Murong Feng looked at the decoration in the hall. The strange chair was knee-high, and the people behind the table sat down in half. Except Zheng Xinzhu, I'm afraid no one else would think of this and couldn't help laughing.
Zheng Xinzhu caught a cold at night, some of them caught a cold, and his physical foundation was poor, so he was vulnerable to the wind. She felt that Feng Huang's physical quality was definitely worse than her, so she refused to get too close to him for fear of infecting him.
Mu Rongchong leaned over, and Zheng Xinzhu was nervous and scolded him. "Phoenix, don't always come to my eyes to scare me. You have a cold. " She covered her nose and mouth and turned around. She knew that ancient medical skills were underdeveloped, and now she can't even hold a cold for fear of infecting her children.
Mu Rongchong ignored it, put his arm around her waist, put his head on Xiangxiang's neck and said with a faint smile, "Don't try to escape me."
"I want to help the night watchman make clothes quickly. Many early clothes will soon wear out. He grows so fast! " Zheng Xinzhu smiled at the corner of his mouth and his eyes flashed with maternal light. Mu Rongchong heard one leng, put her arms around her harder, "Zhu Xin, you-suffered a lot of injustice," didn't say more, but the body was closer.
"Phoenix Emperor, if-I can't have any more children, you will-"Zheng Xinzhu whispered, feeling sour in his heart.
"shh! Hsinchu, don't say this, I don't care. "He kissed her on the cheek. "I only want you, as long as you." He gently comforted.
Zheng Xinzhu closed his eyes and lay in his arms, puzzled. God, he is always cruel and kind! Pity is cruel!
At this moment, the old lady came to announce that a guest had come. It was the brave man who came with Miss Lan Xin last time.
Hearing this, Mu Rongchong felt suspicious. "Mother-in-law, did he come by himself?" He asked casually, and then pulled Zheng Xinzhu to stand up.
"No, there is also a husband with outstanding personality." The old woman smiled at them. Zheng Xinzhu blushed and quickly broke away from Mu Rongchong's arms and said, "Mother-in-law, but a handsome boy that girls like?" She thought it would be Ayun who came to see her. I haven't seen her for a long time, so I miss her very much Thinking about her eyes, she couldn't help getting excited. She didn't notice a slight change in Mu Rongchong's facial expression.
When Zheng Xinzhu was happy, he said to himself, "Grandma, let's go and meet the guests!" Said to go, but suddenly Mu Rongchong back, hit him in the chest, slightly painful, frowning softly, "phoenix emperor, what's the matter? Go! " Reaching for Feng Di's waist, the old woman saw something was wrong and hurried away. She doesn't want to get involved in young people's affairs.
Feeling Mu Rongchong's anger, Zheng Xinzhu paused, looked up at him and asked, "Phoenix, what's the matter?" Mu Rongchong was very happy and excited when she asked her if she was a handsome boy. She thought that she had been thinking about other men in her heart, and she couldn't help being jealous, frowning, staring and angry.
Zheng Xinzhu took his hand, "Don't let people wait when the guests come", and then tried to pull him away, but he did not move, his face was cold, his lips were pursed, and he did not move or speak.
"Phoenix emperor, what's the matter with you? Why do you lose your temper for no reason? " Zheng Xinzhu looked up at him and said.
"Send them away!" Mu Rongchong refused to go out, but took her into the room. Zheng Xinzhu was forcibly taken in by him, and there was no room for resistance.
Mu Rongchong held her and sat on the low sofa. He said unhappily, "No matter who comes, I won't let you see it." His domineering tone made her pause, but he still whispered, "Feng Di, Yang Yi is here. Maybe Daoxiang has something to do with them. Let's go and have a look. " She tried to smile at him, but he turned a cold face and ignored her at all.
"Phoenix Emperor, you are angry without asking the reason, which is a bit childish!" Zheng Xinzhu looked at him, but saw his face as heavy as water and his anger looming in his eyes.
"I don't ask why? I'm naive? Hsinchu, who do you want to come? Or who do you want most? " He was angry, his eyes fixed on her and his voice was cold and stiff.
Zheng Xinzhu was one leng at that time. He has never been so hard on her. He didn't know what to say at once and didn't want to argue with him. He turned his head and refused to look at him or talk to him again.
She didn't talk, and he was even more angry, but he wouldn't let her go. He said coldly, "Do you want me to take you back to Chang 'an?" There is almost no emotional tone to say it, which makes Zheng Xinzhu feel sad. I didn't expect him to say that. I was depressed and blurted out her anger and said, "Good! "
"You-"Mu Rongchong gas knot, stretched out his hand over her shoulder, raised her chin, eyes condensation, intensely staring at her, "I thought you left changan for me, heart bamboo, is my wishful thinking? Or do you have to leave Chang 'an? If you can go back, will you leave me and go back to him without hesitation? After all, he is your justified husband, the sovereign of Daqin, rich and magnificent! Right? "He said so angry that he didn't even think about what he said.
The inner devil always comes to spy and covet the manor with inner peace and harmony. Once there is a trace of disharmony, he will expand at will. Whether it is unforgettable love or thorny feelings, as long as he is stimulated by the inner devil, he will call a spade a spade, like a sword blowing deeper and deeper.
His cold and resentful tone and voice stung her.
"Phoenix, you?" She closed her eyes and refused to look at him, only feeling bitter and sad. How can he say that about her? Has she always been so miserable in his heart? He does mind. He always does. Although he never said anything, he must be blaming himself. Her eyes hurt, but she tried to hold back and begged him to stop talking and end it. ...
"Heart bamboo, tell me, do you love him? Do you think about him all the time? " He held back the pain in his heart. He knew it was cruel, cruel to himself and her, but he couldn't help it. He couldn't help but know that forcing her made him panic and hurt him. A kind of pain and pleasure surged in his chest, but he didn't stop it, so he let that kind of pain and pleasure cross his heart violently.
He wants to know, in those years when she was with Fu Rui, would she love him more than herself? The idea made him mad with jealousy.
"Phoenix Emperor!" Zheng Xinzhu's heart ached, tears finally fell, and the pain choked his throat, but he could no longer speak.
"Phoenix emperor, if you mind, let me leave! Ok? " She was so distressed that her brow twisted, but she didn't dare to look at the cold and hatred that emerged in his eyes.
"Hsinchu, I thought I didn't mind, and I told myself I didn't mind, but-I mind!" He gritted his teeth and said it. The trill of his teeth gently knocked him out of control. He said slowly, "I don't care whose wife you are, where you come from or who you really are." After all, the world is endless, and I have nothing to explore. But I care if you love someone else! Hsinchu, do you know? How much I care about the pain that I can't control! I want to know, is it because you love him that you won't accompany me to die? " He blurted out the words that stuck in his heart violently. He thought he didn't mind, but when he saw her dancing for other men, he went crazy with jealousy.
Maybe I just take this opportunity to vent my jealousy and anger.
"Phoenix, I love you. My heart is full of you! " Think of Fu Rui mournful eyes, she suddenly don't know what to say, can only close your eyes and tears.
Yes, she left Changan because she had to. Even because she left Chang 'an, she subconsciously thanked Li. Even if she hurts her children and her husband, she doesn't hate Li, but-she hates herself, which is an infinite contradiction. For her own happiness, she didn't hurt others. Why should she blame others?
I always hate myself! Why did you choose her to go through all this pain? Why can't you help loving yourself? How cruel is it to love a person who has no tomorrow? Knowing that there is a bottomless pit ahead, you still have to smile and bless all the way, fast or slow, just jump. ...
Suddenly, she couldn't restrain the bitterness in her heart. She has been suppressing the bitterness in her heart and never confides in others, which is overwhelming. The pain, depression and despair of love made her almost collapse.
She struggled desperately and didn't care about the bruises on her chin. She pushed him away with her hands and cried, "Feng Di, I thought you understood, and I thought everyone who didn't understand would understand. I don't want you dead, I want you alive! There is hope if you live, and revenge if you live. But I suffered more when you were alive. The deeper I love you, the more painful it is? Knowing this, I still want you alive! How do you know that desperate pain, knowing it is a sword, but still open your heart to catch it? How do you know the pain? Your time is so short, why should I love you? I told myself from the beginning not to love you. I can't stay here. I can't stay with you all the time. Our time is so short. How could I be so stupid and so desperate? What would I do without you? I know I'm leaving, but I still can't help falling in love with you! "
She was so sad that she could not help talking incoherently. She didn't even think about saying it. Say that finish, she only felt her heartache crumpled. Will he die before her eyes after all? She thinks it's a dream, a dream!
Mu Rongchong was stunned by her words, not because she said she was going to die, but because she said she was leaving!
"leave! Forget it? Don't have this dream at any time! " He knelt down in front of her in fright. "Hsinchu, will you leave me so cruelly?" He looked at her, his eyes desperate and empty, almost crazy.
Zheng Xinzhu was heartbroken and threw himself into his arms. "Phoenix, I don't want to, I don't want to leave you, but-there are many things we can't change. This is fate, it has already been arranged! " She cried hysterically in his arms, desperate, depressed, miserable and helpless.
"Heart bamboo, where are you from? Do you know any secrets that I don't? Tell me! Why do you come and go for no reason? I won't allow it, I won't allow it, you tell me! " He asked anxiously, reaching out and touching her back. She cried her shoulders twitched and her voice choked, which made him heartache.
"Phoenix Emperor, I can't say, I can't say, I'm not sure, my world is different from yours, and I-"She hugged him tightly, her cheek firmly stuck to his chest, and the sobbing cry spread into his heart along the clothes, making him more dull.
"Heart bamboo, since you said my time is so short, why, don't let me die? Ah! " He smiled bitterly. If he died, wouldn't there be so much pain?
"Phoenix Emperor, you want to be emperor!" She held back her pain, but refused to say that being emperor was death.
Two sad people, perhaps not to quarrel, just to vent, hold things in their hearts, seriously do not know when they will collapse.
Zheng Xinzhu revealed the secret of his heart for the first time, but he was afraid that Mu Rongchong would investigate the matter in detail. He hugged her tightly. "I never wanted to be an emperor. What I want is very simple! " His voice is gentle but extremely concise.
"Phoenix emperor, I came to you because I love you. I only love you, "she sobbed, tears wet his skirt.
"Heart bamboo, so how long can I live? How long can you stay with me? " He doesn't care about his life, but he doesn't have enough time to love her.
"Phoenix emperor, don't worry about these, ok? Don't care about anything, just let nature take its course! " She refused to tell him because she was afraid that he would find it unacceptable.
Mu Rongchong acerbity smile, sad track, "heart bamboo, don't worry, what pain is I can't afford? The only thing is not to leave me again! " He hugged her tightly and buried himself in her hair, but the tears disappeared and dripped into her heart, and her heart trembled.
Is it cruel to know your ending?
Can you be willful once?
Can people abandon God?
Let him have a limited life, love her, and never part for a moment!
Their quarrel is not a quarrel. They just ask all the hidden questions and secretly find someone to collect them together. Their hearts are closer and their feelings are stronger, but they are also deeply sad!
Two people from different worlds have to face the same ending: death and departure!
Who can decide for themselves? Even fate is doomed. Is this cruelty enough to make him hate the world?
The hatred in his heart deepened. It used to be humiliating and torturing others, but now it is the extreme despair of fate. They are born with infinite hatred and revenge for the world and those who hurt him.
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Jia Lan-Unintentional Spirit
My name is Yalan, and I am the twin brother of Hsinchu.
I am smarter and colder than her, and she is stronger and more enthusiastic than me. In this case, she should be attracted to me, but in fact, I have been attracted to her since I was a child. It is rare to have long hair and meekness when I watch her gawk at children. I am smart and get good grades. As long as she is admitted, her parents will celebrate her, which seems natural.
I am dragged down and oppressed by her day after day. I only have eyes for her. In my indifferent mind, there is no ethics, only ability and impossibility. I guarded her, away from the boys I admired, close to her and absorbed her enthusiasm and life.
I'm not worried, but deeply confused. I've known it since that dream began to repeat, but I'm also sad. In my dream, there is a person who claims to be a fairy named Meng Ziying. He is very similar to me, so I always suspected that it was my subconscious self-protection. He said that I am the spirit in my heart and she is my heart. Only when we become one can we become a complete soul.
I think this can explain why I am attracted to her. Heart is the foundation of people? Because I can't understand the feeling of a world without a heart, I instinctively approach her.
I smiled bitterly. People are not careful, will it hurt? I didn't mean to, but why does it hurt so much?
I am like a wandering soul attached to her, and I have experienced all kinds of pains with her. She was stupid and I was smart, but I couldn't protect her at all. She doesn't even know what history is like. In that long and desperate dream, I watched her stumble and didn't even have the strength to help her, because I was her spirit, she was ignorant without me, but I was as cold as ice without her, so I followed her, felt her pain and mourned for her.
Maybe I am a soul, and I can see immortals at will. Although he is elegant, he can only watch her go through hardships. I asked him why he couldn't tell her everything. She must love and hurt defenseless.
He looked at me with disdain. Do you think you can understand fate because you are smart, intelligent and understand the past? Do you think you can have sex at will because you are resourceful and sophisticated? The chaos of the world is precisely the endless greed of people who think they are smart. Then he smiled bitterly, and his tears turned into Mao Mao rain.
He smiled and said, I'm not, because my greed is unwilling to be lonely and makes her suffer.
In order to calm my grief and indignation, he showed me a photo, in which the heart bamboo is as smart and wise as me in her body, like a drawn sword with a sharp blade. She is passionate, restrained as ice, scheming like a cloud, riding for a long time and shooting well, which seems omnipotent in my imagination. But when she took his hand and wandered far away, it was a different history from my memory. I looked at it coldly, but my heart was sad.
I can only watch her condense into a wisp of smoke and fall on the humble ring. The ring she made for him, she just begged him not to forget, she just became a broken memory because she was unwilling. But the soul is divided into two parts, one is me and the other is bamboo.
It is said that a man's body is partly a woman's and a woman's body is partly a man's.
So the fairy made a man out of ribs and became his bamboo king?
I am a part of Xinzhu, she is a part of me, but we are in two. She gritted her teeth in that world, and her tears turned into acacia, but I could only float by her unseen, and my fingers passed through her tears, and the tears fell on my palms.
People there will dream of me, think of me and mention me.
She smiled and said to him, Jalam is my brother. She will think that Jalam is a bit like the Phoenix Emperor.
Maybe she grew up with Phoenix Emperor, just like a childhood, because even at the age of eighteen, she never grew up, just like a child.
But she knows love and hate, so will it hurt?
When I watched crying into a river, I looked at the sky speechless and choked, and my body became lighter and lighter. Maybe when she becomes more complete and smarter, when she finally understands all this, when she makes a choice, I am gone.
Hsinchu, will I become one with you, or will I disappear from here?
At that time, can you still remember me and feel sorry for me? If you do this, I would rather go up in smoke than never appear in your memory …
Murong Hong-all love.
I think I was jealous of her, hated her, worshipped her and finally fell in love with her.
Because Emperor Phoenix was favored since childhood, his father, mother, brother and maid-in-waiting all disliked him, and even the unexpected smelly girl liked to be with her.
I know I envy Feng Huang, but I also love him. He is my younger brother, but I hate him because he is my younger brother.
In the sun and moon of Yecheng, we are content to enjoy ourselves. My pain is that Phoenix is more favored and dazzling than me. So I try my best to practice martial arts. I always compete with him and take the opportunity to beat him.
Until there was a girl by his side, the girl who looked around with a smile and flying eyes smiled at people all day, showing white and neat teeth.
I don't like her. I have a hunch that she doesn't like me either. Obviously, she looked at me coldly.
But I like to tease her and ruin her relationship with Feng Di.
I tried many tricks, but I didn't seem to get what I wanted, but I was not discouraged and tried again and again.
In the end, I found that I just fell in love with the girl with a simple smile in hostility and calculation.
But I never admit it.
Still hostile to her, maybe the nature has changed, just to make her frown and look at me more, and then either refute me, or laugh at me like me, and then watch me flee in a hurry.
I was thinking that she was struck by lightning with the Phoenix Emperor. Why didn't I tell the queen mother? As long as I say it, she will be punished and even kicked out of the palace. Will I have a chance?
But I'm afraid of her pain and that she will die.
It is not my personality to fight against myself in contradiction, but in my reckless and impulsive body, I just left a trace, a sweet and innocent smile, like a clear spring, which supported me in countless painful and almost impossible days.
If it is a long road of migration and expulsion, I am wild and unrestrained to attract her attention and to demonstrate to them. We Mr. Murong blood men died in battle, not laughing and laughing in the warm tent of the enemy.
My eyes were full of blood. She looked at me with concern and said it was too rigid and easy to fold. I want to tell her that men are rigid, bloody and not servile, but I feel distressed when I see the sadness hidden in her eyes, so I can't speak but don't be too angry and refuse to pay attention to her.
Chang 'an is a place that makes me sick.
I swear, one day I will roar into the sky and cross this place that makes us feel scared and humiliated.
We live on him, but everyone hates him, hates him. We depend on others, so we have to pick up our tails and walk on thin ice.
The Murong men are not only gorgeous in appearance, but also hard and cruel in heart, and their nature is cold and forbearing. Therefore, we can persist in living by the sacrifice of a child of 12 years old in the days of being destroyed at any time, and despise and hate him at the same time.
When she went to ask Murong Feng for Rui Rui, I thought if it was for me, would she?
When I saw her crouching in the snow and kowtowing to him,
When I listened to her trembling reluctance to agree
When I watched him carry her across the house
When I realized that I could never get close to her again
When I swear to the morning, I will get back the shame of today.
I also know that I have lost her, even though I am qualified to protect her silently as a friend.
I have been to the north for a long time, but I often sneak back to Beijing. I know how dangerous it is, but I can't control my impulse. I hid in the tree where she escaped with Feng Di, and I took a sneak look at her, and saw her sadness. That deep love became pure and blended into the blood.
I can't comfort her, scold her, or hold her in my arms when I see that her eyebrows are light and her eyes are thin, and her smile is printed with unforgettable sadness. I've never been so qualified.
Maybe the emperor didn't take me seriously, so he didn't ask me about going back to Beijing. I'm not afraid. The Murong men should have died to the last drop of blood, instead of being humiliated and raised as cattle.
If I were a warrior on the battlefield when the country was destroyed, would I protect our country and women with the warriors of Murong family until my death?
I think I will.
But at that time, before I grew up, Murong Feng and Feng Huang were just children.
So for so many years, I can only suffer in humiliation and pain.
Watching my brother and mother tremble every day, watching the woman I love cry.
I hate the phoenix emperor, and it is extremely annoying. The so-called love him, hate his indisputable, hate his weakness, hate his beauty.
But I think I hate myself more. I can't protect my brother, the woman I like, and I don't deserve to be Mr. Murong's man, let alone her man.
I once thought, if I am angry with my horse, can I kill him in the palace and let him bleed to death?
But I saw irony in her eyes.
Yes, where did I put the Phoenix Emperor? Where did I put those elders Murong?
The picture is happy for a while and brings a thousand years of disaster.
And we are just looking for a place to live for one side, but Fu Jian grinned at us with his hypocritical face, imprisoned us like livestock, insulted us and possessed us.
When I learned that the Phoenix Emperor had left the Purple Palace, I went to see him in Anyang.
At that time, he was haggard like a ghost. He said she was married. I said, I know, we can get it back or kill her. He stared at me, his eyes fading.
I gave him a good scolding and beat him up. I asked him, why don't you die, live in such humiliation and humiliate us? Why don't you die, and die bravely, even if 300,000 people are buried with you?
His eyes are clear, but there is no heaven and earth. Is it just her?
Phoenix emperor is kind and simple. He has never been wronged since he was a child. He loves his brother, his mother and even everyone in the Murong family. He wanted them alive, so he wronged himself.
But I'd rather call him drag out an ignoble existence for a woman.
He looked at me with a smile, and I saw my weakness. I know I just want to escape and tell myself that I don't live by his charity and humiliation.
He gave me a punch, which was very severe. I wonder if he is so weak on the surface.
He looked at me coldly and asked me why I didn't take her out of there and hide far away.
I laughed at him. Will she go with me? Even if I take her away, she can't live without you. I saved Murong Feng for you and married Fu Rui for you. She just wants to see you and let you live. What am I? I don't even see any shadow of you from me. How can she see me? MuRongFeng can help her, MuRongFeng can help you, what can I do?
If you want me to be a seven-foot man, a little girl and a smelly girl, what is sad and miserable?
I want revenge, I want to wash away my shame, I want to wash away the blood I shed.
Emperor Feng saw the violence in my eyes, and he sneered at me coldly. Today, you just ate a few bowls of rice yesterday, and there was no progress at all.
If I really want to fight him, I'm no match for him. I'm curious and suspicious.
His eyes were cold and full of pain.
He said, wait, wait until it's time for a fatal blow.
So I waited, waiting for her to slowly despair, slowly compromise, slowly obey and slowly wither in the capital. ...
Waiting to leap the sword and gallop the world.
Waiting can follow a person's heart, so, holding the knife in your hand, you can feel gratified about life. ...
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