Dad, let me love you again.

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Something happened to fourth brother.

On that cold winter night, there were few pedestrians in the street and the traffic was unimpeded. No one noticed a taxi parked by the side of the road and a man fell in the driver's seat. Foaming at the mouth, crooked mouth and eyes, and weakened breathing.

Fortunately, a kind passenger found it in time and called the emergency number. He was sent to the intensive care unit for cerebral hemorrhage and needed craniotomy.

The first one to arrive is the second brother, who is guarding the door of the intensive care unit. Operation notice. He signed it. My hand kept shaking, and I couldn't draw the last stroke. Dude, he's only 46. Why is his life so bitter?

Fourth brother is a generous northeast man, ranking the fourth in the family. A driver who works together likes to call him "Brother Four". When his mother gave birth to him, he was in his forties and was in poor health. Fourth brother didn't drink a mouthful of milk. His family is poor, so he didn't go to school for a few days.

When I was a teenager, I entered the mine. More than ten meters underground, no sunshine all the year round. People are darker than coal and live a dark life. In order to live, they have to bear it silently.

Almost thirty years old, relatives in the village told him about relatives. She is an old girl in Linxian County, an only child, and her family conditions are good. There is only one requirement, the fourth brother must come to the door and be a pension son-in-law. At this time, he is strong and handsome, but because the six sons and four brothers can't get a decent bride price.

Parents have no opinion, brothers agree, and fourth brother himself has no objection. He chose an auspicious day to get married. After marriage, he stopped going down to the well, got a stable job, thought about adding another child, and had a hope for life.

A year has passed, and his daughter-in-law's stomach is still motionless. He wanted to take her to the hospital for examination, but his family disagreed, fearing that others would make irresponsible remarks. The fourth brother felt uncomfortable, and his life was his own, no matter what others said.

One night, he ate out and came back a little late. The whole family fell asleep, except for the light in his new house. He quietly opened the door and saw his daughter-in-law get up in a hurry and throw something under the bed.

He squatted on the ground looking for it. His daughter-in-law stopped him, and he was even more puzzled. Despite her stop, he climbed under the bed and found the little thing, a bottle of medicine. Open it. Birth control pills.

His heart was half cold. He asked her, why? Daughter-in-law didn't answer, lying in bed crying. He cried and shouted like a trapped animal. Wake up her parents and come here.

The family bowed their heads like children who had done something wrong. He held back his anger and waited for them to give him an explanation. Time passed by, and finally her mother spoke. "It's not that she doesn't want children, but that she can't. She is ill. "

"Mom, please stop-"she cried and begged her mother.

Fourth brother is very confused. My father came over and handed him a pack of medicine. He held it in his hand. On closer inspection, his heart was completely cold. She is taking medicine to suppress her spirit.

02

Fourth brother insisted on divorce. I can't tell fear from anger. He can't withdraw what he has set his mind to do. They cried and begged him, and his mind was made up.

After completing the formalities, he left home empty-handed. Her illness recurred and she ran away from home. My parents left work and looked for her everywhere. Fourth brother felt sick, but he didn't say anything.

The second brother settled in another city, and he came here. Entered the factory and lived in the dormitory. People in their thirties have nothing and start all over again.

A few years later, with a brute force and a smart and studious mind, he actually became the workshop director. The little girl in the factory secretly helped him wash clothes and buy things for him. A group of noisy people drove away the loneliness of his single dormitory.

He took a fancy to a girl, didn't study for a few days, even wrote his own name crooked, stupid and quiet. I saw him looking at her and blushed. He can't tell why, there are many people who look better than her. Maybe it's the way she smiles, like her.

They rented a house outside and got married after a simple operation. A year after marriage, she gave birth to a fat boy. No longer go to the factory, take care of the child at home and take care of him.

When the child was six years old, someone found a home. His ex-wife and mother. She hasn't changed. He doesn't know where she has been, what she has suffered, and how her mother found her.

Mother and daughter saw him and this simple but happy home and said nothing. They didn't even drink saliva. They sat for half an hour and then left. He sent them to the station alone, helped them buy tickets and put them on the bus.

Before leaving, her mother couldn't help shouting "four, live well."

He didn't dare to look back, his nose was sour and tears were rolling in his eyes.

03

The child is in the third grade They are going to buy a house and give him a good learning environment. House prices in this city have been rising, and the money saved in recent years is only enough for the down payment. Choose a small apartment with a loan of 300,000 yuan.

After buying a house, the daughter-in-law re-entered the factory, and the two worked together, and their lives were stable. A few months after the loan was repaid, the foreign boss of the factory fled home with the money, leaving a huge factory and hundreds of workers in a mess. The factory closed down, and they only got the salary in arrears, and they didn't even get a penny compensation.

When a man in his forties returns to society, he will feel uneasy. Re-entering the factory has no skills and physical strength, not as good as in those days. The second brother asked him to learn the driver's license together and discuss buying a taxi together.

He crustily skin of head signed up, studying during the day and running at night. Urban management is very strict, fighting guerrilla warfare with them all day. The road from car to car is dangerous, but the money comes quickly and the investment is small. After half a year's driving test, no unit is willing to use him. Second brother, go to him and bite the bullet and buy yourself a car.

When I bought a house, my home was empty. If you want to buy another car, you have to borrow it. Daughter-in-law's sisters are all nearby, and some of them got 10 thousand yuan. He asked his former colleagues and friends to raise money several times, and some even promised to pay high interest, and finally got half of the fare.

They have day shifts and night shifts, and people are not idle. Anyone who has driven a car knows that if you curl up in a small seat for more than ten hours a day, you have to hold it when you come to pee. It's hard and tied to the steering wheel.

Fourth brother works hard and has a good service attitude, and has accumulated many regular customers. It is not difficult to realize the dream of buying a car and a house.

04

My son is going to be admitted to middle school, the mortgage has been paid for three years, and my daughter-in-law is pregnant unexpectedly. They had been looking forward to having another daughter, but she came at a bad time. Now, he is overwhelmed by mortgage and car debt. Adding another child, the daughter-in-law can't go to work for several years, and the burden of life falls on his shoulders. I'm so tired.

The daughter-in-law said, "No, wait two years." He also agreed to go to the hospital tomorrow.

When he woke up in the middle of the night, he lit a cigarette and stood at the window, looking at the light outside, but his heart was not practical. In his early years, he left home because his wife was infertile. Now my daughter-in-law has a child, because she is afraid that she will lose her if she can't support her. How ridiculous.

He made up his mind to keep her. "Everything will be settled in the end." Why can't I earn a bite for her?

The next spring, the child was born, a beautiful little girl.

Father and daughter are really destined. It happened that he was going out. She has a stomachache. Help her into the car and lie in the back seat. He ran to the hospital. The amniotic fluid broke halfway. In an emergency, he honked his horn all the way, ran a red light and rushed to the hospital. The head of the little thing is exposed-

How eager she is to come into this world and become his precious daughter.

My daughter is three years old, and my fourth brother is diagnosed with hypertension. The doctor told him to drink less, not to stay up late, to drive as little as possible and to have a good rest. He also wants to rest, and the hole in his house is waiting. No matter how hard and tired you are, you will feel very comfortable when you come home and see your daughter's smiling face. No matter how bitter it is, it will disappear.

He thought he could stick to it and carry it through to the end, but he never expected to fall down one day. And I can't afford to get sick, lying in the hospital, unconscious. For a whole month, the doctor said, "The operation was successful. I don't know when he will wake up, maybe tomorrow, maybe a month, maybe he won't wake up. " Only by spending more time with him and talking to him, I believe that miracles will happen. "

05

When he woke up, he saw the little girl in front of the bed. She is not as tall as a bed, holding his hand with tears in her eyes. He was hoarse and shouted in a low voice, "Niu Niu." The little girl suddenly raised her head, looked at him transfixed and burst into tears. "Dad, dad, don't die, don't die."

At that moment, he knew how scared and anxious a little person was. "Dad won't die. I have to live well for Niu Niu. " This is the promise of the fourth brother to his daughter.

Niu Niu stood on tiptoe and squatted in his ear. "Niu Niu kissed Dad, and Dad should also love Niu Niu." Say that finish, small mouth on his chapped lips, soft kiss. Fourth brother's heart seemed to melt, and he knew it was the best gift from God. He is willing to trade his life for it.

Daughter-in-law came in from the outside and jumped with surprise when she saw that he was really awake. He struggled to raise his arm, picked up her hand, put it to his mouth, and took a bite with all his strength. Daughter-in-law cries and he laughs.

Three months later, with the help of his family, he was discharged from hospital and went home. His limbs were stiff, his speech was unclear and he almost lost his ability to work. The car won't move, and it's even difficult to dress and eat. During the day, my son goes to school and my daughter-in-law goes to work. Only four brothers take care of their daughter at home, and her daughter is with her father.

Fourth brother can't cook, and he is all thumbs in cooking. Niu Niu is hungry and crying. The fourth brother cried with love. When the fourth brother cried, Niu Niu stopped crying. She wiped away her father's tears with her little hand and smiled at him. Tears still hung on her face.

When Niu Niu entered school, the fourth brother's condition deteriorated and he got uremia. A month of repeated dialysis hollowed out his body and family income. The son with excellent grades also had to drop out of school to work, and the daughter-in-law's face was no longer round and full of smiles.

She mentioned several times that her family came to collect debts, and her colleagues and friends also came to collect debts and wanted to sell the house. The fourth brother didn't agree at first. He wanted to wait for his son to grow up. Later, it was really unsustainable. The house was sold and the car was given to the second brother. After paying off the loans and foreign debts, there are hundreds of thousands left at home.

Soon, she filed for divorce. Fourth brother is exhausted and unable to stay. "One day, the husband and wife are grateful for a hundred days, and the husband and wife ocean deep for a hundred days." I left my sick ex-wife, and now I have to leave my seriously ill self. God is really fair.

The son stayed with him and the daughter followed her. They went back to their hometown, and the fourth brother was admitted to the hospital and gave a critically ill notice. There are few people in my hometown, and my parents and relatives are here. The bitch had a hard time and returned to this city.

My daughter entered a nearby primary school, and she went back to work, but she no longer contacted her fourth brother. Near the Spring Festival, the second brother secretly took Niu Niu to the hospital to see the fourth brother.

I haven't seen her for six months. My daughter has grown up, grown taller and is sensible. The fourth brother is thinner, older and more likely to cry. The daughter still couldn't see his tears, kept wiping his tears, and squatted in his ear like a child and said, "Niu Niu dear dad, my father loves Niu Niu again."

On the way back, she said to her second brother, "Uncle, you should take me to see my father more often in the future. I want to love him more. "

Fourth brother didn't wait for his daughter to love him. A few days later, he passed away quietly in the hospital. No more struggle, no more pain, no more sadness and crying, and he left with a smile. Because his heart is full of his daughter's deep love for him.

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(30 days of micro-writing, short practice 26)