Who named you? What are the connotations?

I have two names, one printed on my ID card, which is a combination of two words, my last name and a common first name. My father gave me this name. He has a junior high school education, but he has no education. When he saw a soft milk doll, he didn't know what to call her, but he also knew that the name was of great significance. Although it can be changed in the future, it is likely to accompany me all my life.

So in those days, the young father walked around with his child in his arms and was worried. He bought a Xinhua dictionary and searched for it again and again. For several days, he finally found a word that he was satisfied with, a word that stands for cleverness. Later, when he grew up, he found that many children around him had this word in their names, which was unique to him and others.

I gave myself a second name, Tian. The heroine's name of the favorite romance novel in the sixth grade of elementary school is Coke. She is a clumsy and poor girl. Her mother is very ill and has no money to treat her. The rich hero gave her100000, and she spilled tears on the car by the side of the road. She doesn't want it. Now it sounds childish and even ridiculous, but it instilled an idea in me at that time, that is, never think about relying on others, and take everything you want by yourself.

I named this name because I hope I can be as confident, enthusiastic and strong as the little girl in the book. Even if I live in the dark, I will crawl forward and slowly find my own light. Coke is not only the name of carbonated drinks, but also the meaning of happiness. If I can, I really hope I can monopolize this name, or, instead of the little girl in the book, live in reality.