Please help me find a short story of about 1 words, not TV series, but meaningful. Add the central idea and main content

I heard that this is love.

Despite the cold, I came to him alone,

but he was already pregnant with a beautiful woman.

When I was in the grief of lovelorn,

all the people said I was happy.

In my life, I met two men.

One I deeply loved, but my life was at stake.

The other I hurt, but still stayed together.

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Section 1 Bitter Youth (1)

I heard that this is love, slightly sweet and deeply bitter. When I looked at the two people in the room, my eyes were hot, and I shed the first tear since I was born.

Turn around and turn around. I put the heavy gift in my hand at his door. I wonder if he can look forward to what's in it as before? Maybe not.

I remember the day before yesterday that I told him that I would like him all my life, and he also said that he would like me all my life. However, at this moment, he let other women settle in his heart, and it turns out that love will hurt people, and my heart door is being cut with a knife ...

I once thought about many possible pictures of our meeting again, including the train that he was still waiting for me despite the cold, the warm hot water bottle he handed me, and the gift he gave me.

His name is Mi Kaixuan. He had no intention of taking a holiday, so I got to know him. He was a man I loved as much as my life. An unintentional encounter, and we promised this life. For him, I could get on the train regardless of the bitter cold of winter vacation, just to spend the holiday with him.

the oath changed, and we finally turned around and walked away.

I know that Mi Kaixuan is like my finger juice sand. When I relax a little, he will go with the wind and eventually leave me. He is a flower-like man with a beautiful face given by God. I know that he is a mythical white horse, not a Cinderella who can match a white horse. But now, my heart aches at the thought of his departure.

I couldn't stop the pain and the tears kept flowing. I didn't look back at last, because the wound had been torn open and I didn't want to sprinkle salt on it.

After two years of love, I came to the last step. I didn't hear him say goodbye, but I added a full stop to it.

I stood in the cold wind with my small suitcase for a whole hour. I don't know where to go. Should I go home? Then tell my so-called friends what happened to me, and then wait for them to laugh at me?

I don't want it!

I have no friends here, but I have no face to go home. It seems that there is only one way for me now.

The only way is the only person I know from Mi Kaixuan, but I am in conflict with his fate, and every time we meet, it will end in discord. However, he is my only hope now. Hum, it turns out that I have come to the end of the road.

Just when I was thinking about the opening remarks I should have when I met him, he appeared in front of my eyes, and seemed to know my purpose. As soon as he came, he picked up my luggage and walked to his home.

"mo yanhai, do you know everything?" I asked him curiously.

Does he know that Mike has a new lover? Otherwise, how can he know that I have nowhere to go?

But he didn't answer my question. He just said something softly when he turned around. Although it was very quiet, I heard it. He said I was really happy.

happiness? I sneer. Today I am lovelorn, but some people say I am happy.

bitter youth in the second quarter (2)

Because the Spring Festival has not yet arrived, Mo Yanhai's family is only at home with his sister Mo Yanduo. When Mo Yanduo sees me, his eyes are full of envy.

I smiled bitterly. Is my experience so gratifying in the eyes of others?

I thought that when I came here, I could complain to Mo Yanduo, but I didn't expect that she would be so envious of my loss of Mi Kaixuan. I sighed and entered the room. At this moment, my strong face was finally torn and I fell on the bed and cried.

I thought a relationship could last forever, but now I know that love is just a bud, so fragile that it dies when the wind blows.

I don't know how long I cried. When I walked out of the room, Mo Yanhai and Mo Yanduo were no longer there. I heard a noise coming from the balcony. I walked slowly and saw Mo Yanhai answering the phone.

I know it's bad to eavesdrop on other people's phone calls, but when I saw Mo Yanhai's mysterious appearance, I put my ear to the wall and heard her voice of Mo Yanhai deliberately pressing the bottom. I was almost sure there was something wrong.

"She is still crying in her room." Mo Yanhai said on the phone.

I wonder, is she me in his mouth?

I don't know what the other party said. Mo Yanhai replied: She is so happy.

is she me again? Why does he think I'm happy? Who's on the other side of the phone? Why do you care so much about me?

It doesn't matter who it is. Now I'm so tired, so tired, I don't want to think about who cares about who, and who hurts who. I knocked on the door, and Mo Mohai turned around and saw me, and hung up in a panic. I told him that I would go out for a walk.

Walking alone in the street, the weather was very cold, but there was no decrease in the number of people. I let the tears flick, and the people around me came and went. No one looked back at me, as if it were just a dust, which made all people ignore my existence.

I clearly remember that it was the same situation when I first met Mi Kaixuan. At that time, I was like a lost person, constantly looking at passers-by with longing eyes. After looking back countless times, I finally found him, who brought me to his house.

But now that he is pregnant, how can he think of my existence? No matter how many times I turn around, I still can't see him.

I accidentally passed a boutique and looked at the sign on it. That's the shop that Mi Kaixuan and I used to visit. I walked in quietly, still the former boss, and the goods here are still the most fashionable. However, the only difference is that I don't have Mi Kaixuan around me this time.

When my boss saw me, he immediately stopped what he was doing and greeted me warmly. I smiled and asked him if he had any new products. I randomly picked something I liked and bought it.

when I checked out, my boss suddenly stopped me and put a crystal ball in my hand. I looked at the crystal ball, which was exquisite and had the words I love you shining on it. I thought it was a product recommended by my boss. I shook my head and returned it to him.

I told him that the crystal ball was expensive and I couldn't afford it, which was also my truth.

however, he told me that someone made it for me, saying it was for my beloved woman.

I still haven't got it. I think it should be ordered by Mi Kaixuan. This crystal ball is for that woman that day. It's beautiful, but I'm not entitled to it.

when I walked out of the boutique, I heard the voice of envy from the boss: what a happy woman.

bitter youth in the third quarter (3)

On my way back to Mo Yanhai, I saw a woman with Mi Kaixuan, and she was accompanied by a man, but it wasn't Mi Kaixuan. When I saw her, they let go of each other.

I'm curious to see their actions. They don't know me, so why are they so flustered after seeing me? They seem to be hiding something.

what could it be? Is it about me?

Without any conversation, we passed by in the sea of people, and this is what I heard the woman tell the man that I am the happiest woman in the world.

It's another person who says I'm happy. At this moment, I want to rush to her and say, Yes, I was the happiest person once, but my happiness was taken away by you. Now happiness is just a moment for me, and it's gone with the wind.

Originally, I was going back to Mo Yanhai's place, but my feet went into the park and sat on the cold stone bench. I looked at the sky without stars, as if I saw despair and wanted to sleep on the stone bench. At this moment, I saw a line of crimson characters on the wooden pillar. I was curious because my name was on it.

"Su Kege, I love you all my life." I know that this is not written by Mikaixuan, because I recognize his handwriting. Then who wrote it? Who else do I know here? Just now, I called Mo Yan Haitong. Who cares about me?

"So there you are. It's cold. Go home." While I was meditating, I heard the voice of Mo Yanhai.

very low, but very gentle. He has never treated me like this before. I know he has changed, and he is no longer indifferent to me. But why?

I asked him who was on the phone just now, and he said it was someone I didn't want to mention.

I didn't ask again, but I turned to leave, only to see him looking at the wooden pillar engraved with my name, and his eyes were so gentle.

bitter youth in the fourth quarter (4)

It's Mikaixuan's birthday, and I went with Mo Haidu. When I saw Mikaixuan, I couldn't help hugging him, but when he saw Mo Yanhai, he gently pushed me away as if nothing had happened.

The atmosphere of the birthday party was very strange. Everyone present was very strange. I sat there and saw Mi Kaixuan sitting there with that woman. He didn't introduce me to who she was and didn't mention our affairs. It seemed that our past was just a dream of mine.

When I came to the top floor, I saw Mo Yanhai smoking there. When he saw me, he threw the cigarette butt into the trash can, came to my side, put my head on his chest, and he said he would cry if he wanted to.

"Why didn't he say that he didn't love me at the end? Why did his arms become so cold?"

Mo Yanhai didn't speak, just stood there and listened to me quietly.

"Why have you become so strange? You were not so kind to me before. You would laugh at me when you saw me like this before." Looking up and looking at Mo Yanhai with tears, I felt a flash of pain in his eyes. I was curious about what he was thinking.

"I have never changed, and I am still the same person." Mo Yanhai answered my words like this.

Mo Yanhai's mobile phone rang. It was a message. When he was about to open it, he saw me beside him. He put his mobile phone in his trouser pocket. I really want to know what the message was and why he didn't want me to see it.

Reach into his trouser pocket quickly, take out his mobile phone and open the message just now. It's from Mo Yanduo. She said: Your heart must be very painful. Looking at Mo Yanhai, I asked him what would hurt him, but he didn't speak. Put away his mobile phone.

Late at night, we all stayed at Mike's house. While I was sleeping soundly, a fit of cough came into my ears. I recognized it coming from Mike's room. I got out of bed and walked to his room.

When I walked into Mi Kaixuan's room, I saw him lying on the floor, his hands kept pressing his chest, and his eyes were full of pain. I helped him to bed and picked up a bottle of medicine on the counter. There was a note under the bottle, which said: Remember, you can only take two pills at a time.

The handwriting is the same as that on the wooden post. I asked Mi Kaixuan who left the note, but he didn't answer me. He just looked at me with envious eyes. He said that someone loved me more than him.

Then I watched him fall asleep, so I had to leave.

Section 5 Bitter Youth (5)

When I was going back to Mo Yanhai the next day, I didn't see Mi Kaixuan see us off. My heart was a little sad. Is it that two years of feelings are so insignificant to him? Even the final farewell is so far-fetched?

Mi Kaixuan can put it down, but I can't. I waited there until noon, but I still didn't see him go downstairs. I couldn't wait. I rushed to his room, only to find him lying on the bed, motionless and pale, like a corpse. No, he was already a corpse.

Mi Kaixuan died, holding a piece of paper tightly in his hand, which read: Su Kege, he loves you.

I don't know why at all. I don't know who he is in his mouth. All I know is that I don't want him to leave. I hold him and cry lightly.

mo yanhai came in later, saw the dead Michael, sighed and said deeply, "I thought he could live through this year."

I turned around and looked at Mo Yanhai and asked, "You know, why didn't you tell me, why didn't you tell him that he would die?"

Mo Yanhai told me that day that Mi Kaixuan was an orphan when he was eight years old. His parents died not by accident, but by suicide, because his father had a hereditary heart disease. In the later stage, his mother died of double suicide, and at that time, Mi Kaixuan learned that he also had a heart disease.

"So, he is not empathizing with others, he just doesn't want me to commit suicide and be buried with him like his mother, right? He loves me, doesn't he? " I shouted loudly.

Mo Yanhai pressed my head to his chest and kept stroking my loose hair, while I kept crying.

"Mike said that there is someone who loves me more than him. Do you know who he is?" I asked.

"Yes, but you hate him."

in the end, he didn't tell me who that person was.

Mikaixuan died, and there is no need for me to stay here. I offered to go home.

Mo Yanduo called me to her room, and she said, "Do you really remember?"

I looked at her doubtfully. I didn't understand what she meant. Perhaps I didn't understand why she knew. Yes, two years ago, I lost my memory, not completely. I just forgot some memories. But how did this Mo Yanduo know?

looking at my reaction, mo yanduo smiled bitterly. she said, "if it weren't for his love for you, I really want to kill you with one knife." That expression was real, and I saw her eyes showing hatred for me.

"who is he?" I asked.

"who is he? You hate him, but do you know that the most hateful person is you? "

No matter how I asked, she never told me who that person was. The only thing I know is that that person loves me more than Mike, but I hate him.

When I fell silent, Mo Yanduo told me that I was pregnant, and I was stunned again. Yes, my mother said that I was pregnant two years ago, and then for some reason, the child was gone. I was 18 years old that year.

"Children don't talk about the sea." This is the most unbelievable thing I have ever heard.

My memory is a little hurt in the sixth quarter (1)

Before I left, I went to a boutique and asked my boss if the crystal ball was still there. The boss said that it had just been taken away. I asked him strangely, isn't this what Mikaixuan ordered? But Mikaixuan is dead. How could he come to get it? My boss told me that it wasn't ordered by Mike. When he saw my bracelet, he said it was ordered by the person who ordered it.

but I clearly remember this.