I hate this...

I hate this attitude of "if you don't listen to the old man, you will suffer the consequences in front of you".

Where did this come from?

I remembered an article by Wu Zhihong, which probably said that the elderly in China... No, it is Chinese parents who are like this.

"Look what I told you, what happened?" This kind of superior attitude makes people feel...

Wait... why is your heart beating? So fast?

Is there any problem?

No problem, but I just feel like, what is this?

Isn’t there something else?

That’s it, people don’t ask you to present facts and reason, but you insist on presenting facts and reasoning.

I just throw my words here every day, you have to call me...

Okay, no more words.

This is it.

Well

Well, as a parent, Teacher Hu is...

How does this involve Teacher Hu?

Hmm... I don't know.

So what do you want?

No, that’s it.

"All living beings are strong and hard to control..."

In front of me, I feel like a monk, with his hands clasped in front of me, chanting...

And as for me, It's like...what? White Snake? Are you too ridiculous?

Hey...

When I think about myself putting on the costume of White Snake, standing there, it’s over, and it’s just like... a thick wine bottle coconut tree... …

Okay~_~

But why do I think White Snake looks like a Bodhisattva?

You should stop giving yourself gold!

Okay~_~, eh...

Let’s talk about yesterday’s dream!

I think I have done something good, but I can’t say.

Anyway, I am reading the article!

Just press it on your head in a dream.

This thing is very interesting. I thought that even though I could remember what I pressed, I couldn’t remember it.

Speaking of yesterday’s incident, how many coins were there? Which ones were they?

But I can’t think of anything...

Hmm

Oh, I thought of a person’s illness...

Hua De Fu's administration teacher ended up suffering from a strange disease. He just couldn't... that is, he didn't know who he was.

I remember we once lived in the same room, during school activities, and then she arranged for me to stay in the same room with her.

Her child was born vegetarian. No one in the family is vegetarian, but this child wants to be vegetarian no matter what. Then I kept thinking about becoming a monk.

That day, I always got up relatively early, and then I took him out to the restaurant.

I held his little hand, and he suddenly asked me if I heard the bell. I said no...

He is such a vegetarian child.

As a result, this mother got this disease.

I originally volunteered to check human pictures for her, but think about it, what kind of skill is this?

How many days has it been? How many days have I seen this picture of human beings? So I had to suggest that she go to class. It is said that there is a class in Hong Kong.

Because those teachers will push the time away! Almost like giving her some advice or something.

Thank you!

Oh my God, this situation... I'm sorry, I just didn't learn it!

Okay, thank you, Teacher Shou Wen'er gave me the advice. However, I'm sorry, I still don't have the consciousness to look at the horoscope of my ex-boyfriend.

I appreciate your kindness, thank you!

OK

Next, I checked my human map...

I found that I finally read the chapter "How many people, how many people".

Then, I felt like, Oh my god, this is the first time I finally figured out why I am a bipartite person. It is said that 46% of people in the world are like this.

And because the key is to look at the "pressure point", why am I a little nervous?

No matter, or a little excited?

No matter, anyway, let’s talk about it...

Forgot...

Oh, I remembered it! That "pressure point" is the point that links the two major areas.

I have to say it is so sad!

I will now use a piece of rainbow silk to surround the article written below, and no one is allowed to read it!

< p> Because, that point is... that is to say, the gate is closed, and it is actually opened at... Gate No. 59, which is related to sexual relations!

Do you think it is bullshit or not? Or bullshit?

My title today should be changed to "Sex and Love".

That is to say, Gate No. 59 almost represents a gate that takes the initiative to find a lover. The lover I am talking about here is a lover who really wants to have sex!

Then because the gate on the opposite side is not open, it becomes like this. If you want to die, you have to take the initiative to find it...

Oh, to be honest, I think I want to take the initiative to confess my love. time, more than the time of passive acceptance.

Then, because the gate on the other side has not been opened, the book emphasizes returning to inner authority.

It is the emotional center, and the strategy is to wait. Otherwise, there will be a period of unproductiveness and difficulty, or there will be many periods at the same time, but there will be no results. Anyway, it is a bit of a waste of energy. I mean.

Okay, then, I just saw it here.

It seems that it makes sense to say that I am a "sleeping phoenix". I have to learn the lessons of sex and love slowly!

But every time I ask My sacral center is a human picture of don’t run away from my ex-boyfriend.

I don’t know why, but I took away all the pictures of that teacher, okay?

But, let’s just wait!

If the waiting doesn’t succeed... will it be a success if it doesn’t succeed?

Wherever a flower blooms, there must be bees?

But have you ever seen a flower that can run away to find bees on its own?

No, that’s it...

I think this fleeting time is too important, but at the moment, I don’t know how to run yet. I have seriously thought about running. Don't go to that training class in Hong Kong...

No

It's still like this

Am I just waiting to die? Didn’t you see that the day lilies are almost cold?

Don’t you think this means doing nothing... Wait, it seems that there is no such thing as doing nothing...

That is to say, this brain, when encountering similar incidents, , just...

I can imagine that this brain seems to have a nose, eyes and two thin legs, standing in front of me and shouting.

"You... come here, I don't even listen to what I say. What do you want? I..."

Wait, it doesn't seem very civilized...

Let’s put it another way.

"How many times have I told you, but you don’t listen..."

Wait, why did I think of Chen Fahai again...

Sorry , Teacher Shou Wen'er, there is another nickname here, called Fahai. I think of the previous ones, Chen Guangtou, Chen Landlord, and Chen Fahai...

Wait, don't do this, if others To treat you like this, for example, call you "Yang Baicai, Yang Bu listen, Yang Niangzi..."

Wait, that's wrong, call you "..." because there is no such name in the legend of New White Snake. Bai Suzhen, she is the White Lady, she is Bai, I am Yang...

Okay~_~

This is very much like a quarrel between high school classmates...

< p> Alas, it's a pity that I didn't have a proper quarrel with any of my classmates in high school... The problem is that I'm not my opponent either, my reaction is too slow, okay?

Just, let's do it...

I think if I had a human picture of my ex-boyfriend, there would be one more topic here, but my sacral center is definitely there. Indicates "nono"

Okay, I suddenly thought of Teacher Hu, Teacher Hu Yinmeng. She said that in her class, she used a method to make herself seem to be able to calm down. That is to say , if you focus on the position of your own Dantian, you will be less likely to follow others, etc.

And I thought of this suggestion from the Human Diagram, which is to return to my inner authority. Although my center is the emotional center, because I am a producer, I am emotionally clearer. , you can focus on the sacral bones, because every time you answer a question, that is, a yes or no question, you focus on this. It reminds me of what Teacher Hu said in her class. method.

I think the two are related.

Then focus on the sacrum and feel the response there. It belongs to producers, and producers in this world account for more than 70%. Does this mean that, in fact, Most of us can use this method.

I thought again of what Master Nan said when he was talking about meditation... Actually, it was not what he said, but he suggested that everyone should not "focus on the Dantian" when meditating, because that might cause problems.

I think the explanation of the human diagram is that when answering the yes or no question, just be careful.

This is some experience, and I would like to report it to you here.

Okay, more than two thousand words.

So, my sexual journey is an event where I have to learn lessons through sex and love in this life, and then be reborn from the ashes. It seems...

I don’t know, anyway. Finally, there is nirvana, and then there is the accumulation of wisdom, and then...

Anyway, this is a set of rhetoric from the book "Return to Your Inner Authority".

Well...

Even I don’t know if this is nirvana, but I remember that in a special education training... I won’t say who said it Now, I’m tired of always quoting other people’s words!

Hey... let me tell you, it was Teacher Babala who said it. She said that death also includes one's own lovelorn and divorce.

Thinking about these years, I have been divorced twice and fell out of love twice. I also feel that this... is a bit too much?

But, that is to say, this period did make me happy. See some crux.

Is there a goal you are running towards in the end?

If so...

Why did I think about the rape thing again? Since I am a proactive person, then, the thought of raping my ex-boyfriend also means Not surprising.

And...well, I suddenly thought of another gate of mine, which is that I can't help but talk about my privacy anyway, and there seems to be no suitable time.

But should I say it? Is it okay to ask the inner authority?

It is not easy for me to maintain inner peace, because it is always fluctuating, but there are also times of clarity, and that is when I can ask yes or no and there will be an answer.

Of course, if you ask again at this moment, the result may be different. That is, the sacral center is a center that only cares about the current problem. As for whether it will change in the next second, It’s still unknown.

Okay, eh...

What else?

Back to the topic, that is to say, we have read "The Inner Sky", so I have already read the fourth chapter of this book!

Then I’ve finished reading it...

This fourth chapter is almost about...

I can’t remember it, oh! It seems to be divided into four parts, earth, water, fire and wind, and the three quantities of basic, fixed and changing.

So based on the fact that I have an Aquarius rising, a Pisces sun, and a Libra moon, then, I think I have the element of water plus the element of wind.

Let’s blow it like this, and then, it’s a combination of feeling and alert and clear thinking...

Something?...

Okay~_~

Anyway, it’s about feeling and clear thinking.

Because it’s hard to describe this feeling clearly, but it just feels better.

Then my feelings, emotions, emotions, this is the part...

I thought about the ancient "Feng Shui" again, does it have anything to do with it? Woolen cloth?

I don’t know

Then in ancient times, this thing was called "Kanyu"...

What?_? Just you...

Okay, back to the topic of sex and love.

I thought... why did I suddenly think of Iijima Ai...

No, stop it, we have to be good students. I'm very serious...yeah.

This Iijima Ai...

No, no, this is what sex and love are like. I think we humans... shouldn't blame others.

That is to say, I am not ashamed to say that sex and love are like this, that is to say, well, when I mature, I will have the ability to reproduce. If this is a good thing, don’t always do it. Talking about us...it's best to start with me.

Then, I seem to be the one taking the initiative in this matter. No wonder the last time I chatted with my American cousin, I asked him seriously, what do you think about a woman taking the initiative to pursue a man? He is a person who has been educated in the United States since he was a child... don't say American education, just this kind of Western education. He said, this is normal!

And in his opinion, if a girl expresses love to him, there is nothing to look down on the girl, or anything to be embarrassed about.

Then we got married. I said at that time that I like boys who grew up with Western education!

But let’s just say my dad doesn’t think so. The thing is good, that is to say...

However, if we get rid of the superficial phenomenon of who is the active party, the real inner trend is that there is a need. Being integrated with this other person, that sense of shortcoming, is what the human picture describes as pressure.

This is a kind of "non-self", which is based on my configuration.

Moreover, it is also emphasized that contact with others must start with friends. If you cannot be friends, then you will not have sex and love.

The love here means sex.

One thing that makes me think this is difficult is that I don’t seem to have any friends of the opposite sex...

That is to say, I can actually have friends of the same sex. It's all...it's hard to say...but what I see before my eyes are scenes of men and women being friends in movies and TV shows. Just comparing them like this makes me feel unsatisfied.

Well, I'm quite happy today. When I think that this friend of the opposite sex can't compare to what I see on TV, I feel unhappy.

However, I believe that by following my inner authority, that is, following my inner authority, I will definitely reach a point.

Which point? Can you please make it clear, which point is it?

In other words, if it is easy to die, where will it reach?

Then, you will experience it.

So if Xu Xian didn’t eat the expensive but small glutinous rice balls, he wouldn’t have met the White Snake, right?

I suddenly remembered that from the beginning of my memory, there has always been a painting of Xu Xian, White Snake and Broken Bridge hanging on the wall of my house. Well, it looks a bit weird.

Continue...

That is to say, this Xu Xian, later on, I met the White Snake anyway, and this White Snake...

Okay, I don't know where it went.

Thank you for watching, Xiaoyang Ai’s broadcast will bring you here today.

I wish you today...

It won’t be today

I’m sorry

Please forgive me

Thank you You

I love you

The next article will be changed to Sex and Love Series 2...