My horoscope is as follows. I am a boy. Why is my life so bad?

Four Friends of chenchen

Here's the thing. I was born in the treasury month, with roots and soil. It should be an official position. It is a happy event that C was born in the fire last month, but I am more eager to compete with C when I am suffering, which is doomed to be a bad situation. Like to use god to restrain mixing, the owner is naturally depressed. And when I was in high spirits, I also synthesized gold in the second month, but I couldn't support it every day.