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Taoer

I know that I am born no different from others, age and die the same.

I am in my thirties. At this age, some people have already married, had children and had successful careers, while others left prematurely for one reason or another, and I, I am still living alone in a good or bad state.

Why am I still alive? I said for my parents.

Why am I still alive? I said it is for my future children.

When the lanterns come on, people are walking by.

I got off work and hurriedly walked to the Shangjima Cafe. Xiao Di introduced me to a person and made an appointment to meet at Shangdao Cafe. Xiao Di is a driving friend I met at the driving school. He has just graduated from college and has an innocent and childish face. He exudes youthful vitality and is very popular. I wanted to pursue her, but I was wrong. There are only two types of women in this world who are not worried about being unable to get married. One type is in good condition in all aspects and has long been snatched away by some powerful and wealthy people. The other type is in poor condition in all aspects. Because If you are self-aware, you won't be picky and picky about finding someone. Only those who don't rely on self-righteousness will stay at home, lamenting that their hearts are higher than the sky and their lives are thinner than paper. Sure enough, every time after studying, she would see a young and handsome gentleman driving a BMW--X5 to pick her up. Seeing Xiao Di and the man chatting and laughing happily, I felt a strong sense of inferiority and loss. Xiao Di felt it, and she said to me, treat me as your little sister.

I arrived at Shangdao Cafe. Xiaodi and the others had arrived early, and the silver-white BWM-X5 parked there stood out. I looked through the large glass window and saw Xiaodi and a girl talking and laughing from time to time while drinking drinks. The girl looked older than Xiao Di, with a white face and black hair. She was dressed in fashionable clothes and was delicate and elegant.

I looked at the BMW--X5, then at them, and then at myself. I felt a little guilty and felt that there was an obvious distance between me and them.

"Brother," Xiao Di saw me and ran out, "Why did you come just now?" ." I said with force.

"Brother, be serious wherever you go! Don't always look like this." Xiao Di warned, looking me over, "Why didn't you change your clothes? Why did you come here in work clothes? How rude? "

"Are you in a hurry?" I glanced at the car, "I can't run it even if you lend me two legs?"

Xiaodi pulled me. Went in. The girl stood up and Xiao Di introduced us. Her name was Chen Yadi.

"Are you here to find a partner? Ah----" After sitting down, I felt a little guilty and suddenly said this, and then I was kicked hard in the leg.

"Speak nicely!" Xiao Di scolded.

"Your kick hurt me." I rubbed my leg and said, "We haven't seen each other for a long time, and when we met, I got kicked."

Yadi was startled, and then He covered his mouth and laughed.

"Did you rush here after get off work? You didn't even have time to change into your work clothes. Why did you pay attention to your appearance in order to rush for time? Don't do this next time." Xiao Di tried to smooth things over for me.

"Yes, national construction is at a critical moment..." I saw Xiao Di's eyes widen again, and I quickly stopped, as the cell phone in my pocket rang. I took out my phone and looked at it and then said, "Look, I was right this time. This time the country really can't live without me."

The two girls did not speak, but looked at each other. Look at me with a smile.

The call came from an apprentice in my unit. A certain project was going to be constructed in the evening. Some of the operating procedures were unfamiliar and he called me to consult. I became serious and explained to them in detail one by one. I think this is not the time to joke. Although I am cynical sometimes, I know in my heart what is important to pay attention to! I said categorically: "In production and construction, if there is any unsafe factor, you have the right to refuse to execute anyone's orders. You must not use blood to verify the safety rules that have been proved with blood! Do anything without For other reasons, think more about our parents and our parents. It’s not easy for them to pull us away like this!”

They stopped laughing and looked at me seriously.

"You work in a state-owned enterprise?" Yadi asked.

"Yeah?"

"Very tired, right?"

"It's not all about the country that makes you tired. Besides, the party and the government You’re not treating me badly, it’s worth it.”

Xiao Di’s eyes widened again, and I quickly shut up. Yadi smiled.

"You seem to be young, right? Why haven't you found a partner yet?"

"My family is poor. I have no house or car." I hid aside. Hide and watch to see if Xiao Di's foot kicks over again.

"Oh, you mean girls only marry for houses and cars?"

"Is it for love?" I looked at her and said, "Why does it sound like this?" Where's the freshness?"

"You don't believe in love?" A pair of big black eyes looked at me with brilliance.

"Believe it," I said, "love is something that I often encounter on campus, but I can't find it as soon as I leave the school gate."

At this time, the phone rang again, and I I saw it was a call from my work unit. When I picked up the call, I was so frightened that my face changed.

"Let's not talk anymore. I'll go back to work quickly." After saying that, he ran out without waiting for their response.

The call was from my apprentice, saying that two apprentices fell off the large tank due to illegal operation during the construction, and asked me to go to the hospital to meet up.

I took a taxi to the hospital and they arrived early. The crowd gathered together in darkness, sighing, suffering, shaking their heads, regretting, and crying.

"Where are the people?" I shouted hurriedly.

"Brother Yang..." When they saw me, they gathered around me and started crying.

"Don't cry. Where is the person?" I shouted angrily, "Speak, who is in trouble?"

The apprentice spoke out while crying, saying I was supposed to go up to the tank by myself, but they insisted on going up. When they were climbing the ladder, they jumped into the air and fell down. . . . .

I took a breath of air and collapsed on the ground. My mind went blank and I couldn't hear anything.

"Brother Yang, Brother Yang..." The apprentices helped me up, "It's all my fault. I didn't listen to you. I should have thought about it earlier..."

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"Don't cry, don't cry at all." I calmed down and said, "Where are the people? Let's go see the people first."

At this time, an AODI-A6 drove by Come in, the car door opens, and the old leader and relevant personnel come out. We went up to meet him. The old leader's face was very heavy and he didn't say anything. He couldn't help coughing twice, wiped the corners of his mouth with his hand, and looked at us with a complicated expression.

After a while, the old leader said weakly and out of breath: "Let's go see the people first."

The two apprentices who had the accident were both under twenty-four years old. Less than half a year after graduating from college and starting work, it is a good time for young and promising people to be in their prime. One is being rescued and it is not known whether he is dead or alive, but the other has left forever.

We walked into the morgue, and the doctor pulled down the white sheet and revealed that familiar face. I covered my mouth to prevent myself from crying, my heart hurt so much. Are you going to play poker together in the afternoon? Why did it disappear in the evening? Did you agree to hang out together during your paid vacation? Why did you just leave? At such a young age, it’s not the right age to leave.

"Ahem..." The old leader covered his mouth and coughed again.

We walked out of the morgue. A doctor hurried over.

"How is it?" the old leader asked with concern.

The doctor said that his life was saved, but he might be in a vegetative state.

The old leader lowered his head heavily, rubbed his forehead with his hands, and a strand of gray hair fell down. He turned around and asked us, "Have your family members been notified?" There was a trace of tears in his eyes. Light.

"Not yet." A relevant person said.

"Notify the family members and see if they have any requirements and try to meet them."

It was almost late at night when I got home. I originally wanted to stay behind, but the old leader refused and asked us all to go home and suspend our duties to reflect, to deeply reflect on the cause of the accident, and wait for handling. Since I am not on-site commanding, although I have no direct responsibility, I am their master and bear joint and several liability. I will deduct the annual bonus and write an in-depth inspection.

I rented this one-bedroom, one-living house. After the quarrel with Zhang Jun, I moved out of the dormitory of my unit and never went back to live there. Although this house is not big, I still feel like an abandoned child, ruthlessly thrown into an empty, dark, cold and boundless hell, helpless and struggling in pain. I sat on the floor of the living room, facing the long night, feeling both sad and scared. That fear was a kind of fear that emanated from my bones, a kind of fear that could not be expressed in words, a kind of fear that had never been expressed in words. too much fear.

If the only person in this world who is worthy of my nostalgia and supports me in living, is my parents. From pregnancy in ten months to birth, from toddlerhood to babbling, from study to growth to work, which step can we do without the care and gaze of our parents? Every step I take is filled with my parents' efforts and hopes.

I still can’t forget the scene when my parents talked to me just after I started working.

"That's it, your mother and I have a good time. After we die, these will all be yours." Dad took a sip of wine and murmured, "You can grow up and work, so we can rest assured. At this age, your mother and I don't have any big wishes. We just hope that you will get married soon and have a child. While we, the old couple, can still move our bodies, we will be content to help you look after the child.

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My home is in a small county, and my parents are both honest workers. Although they have not made much progress in their lives, they are upright and have a clear conscience. I looked at my parents silently, and once upon a time, I discovered that, My parents’ hair was graying and their faces were getting older.

The phone rang, I took it and saw it was from home.

“Xiaoyong, are you asleep? "My mother's familiar voice came over, and she was much older.

"Are you just about to sleep? Not sleeping yet. I wiped away my tears and said, "Mom, why aren't you asleep yet?" "

"Your dad and I can't sleep. You haven't called home for a week. How are you? "

"I'm fine, Mom, you and Dad don't have to worry. "I quickly explained, "I originally wanted to call you, but it was too late, so I wanted to call you tomorrow. "Tears flowed out again unknowingly.

"Xiaoyong, what's wrong with you? Got a cold? The voice is so hoarse? "

"Yeah, yeah," I said, raising my voice, "I have a cold, and I've been feeling a little bit cold these past few days. But I took my medicine and it will be fine. I will take care of myself. ”

“Oh. "The voice paused for a while, and then came over again, "How are your personal affairs? "

"We are still talking. When the conditions are ripe, I will take it home. "

"Oh. . . We agreed to go home early to pick it up. Your dad and I are looking forward to this day. When you need money, tell your family that you have to spend money to find a partner, and don't be reluctant to part with it. Don't send money home, keep it for yourself, and buy girls what they like. . . "

After my mother hung up the phone, I threw the phone against the wall and started crying...

I went to the hospital to visit my apprentice, but he still didn't get better. His body was covered with various tubes. The escort said that if a miracle didn't happen, his parents would probably be like this for the rest of his life. His body was like that of a patient who had not recovered from a serious illness, and his mother was sobbing uncontrollably. I felt very sad in comparison. I have also been suspended and my annual bonus has been deducted, but what does this mean to a healthy life? If the apprentice can remain healthy, I will not hesitate to suffer greater material losses.

I walked out of the hospital and sighed. I wanted to do something, but I didn't know what to do.

I walked into a large supermarket. The products in the supermarket are of high quality and low price. They are mainly targeted at some consumer groups and have reached a certain scale. There are already good chain stores in this city. I wandered around the supermarket, looking at these things and then those things. There was nothing. A little desire to buy.

“Excuse me, how can I help you? "

I turned a deaf ear, picked up a bag of instant noodles, checked the production date, put it down, picked up another bag of instant noodles, and checked the production date again.

"Sir, These are freshly released. ”

“Oh,” I said, looking at the instant noodles, “Aren’t there any expired ones?” "

There was no sound. I put down the instant noodles, turned around and looked over, and was stunned.

"You, you work here? "Yadi was wearing a navy blue professional attire, standing in front of me, smiling and elegant.

"Oh. . . I patted my head and suddenly realized, "Yes, that BMW belongs to Xiao Di's boyfriend. It doesn't mean it belongs to you. Xiao Di just knows you or is a good friend. It doesn't mean you also own a BMW." .

I got excited and said, "You two shocked me to death. Two young girls drove a BMW to meet---I couldn't stand the excitement!" "

Yadi just stood elegantly, smiling and saying nothing.

"You are quite tired from work, right? One stop lasts all day. It’s quite hard, right? I felt a little superior and said, "Well, I'm fine anyway. How about we have dinner together tonight?" "

Yadi nodded with a smile, then quickly shook her head.

"Why are you so polite? I said, "Isn't it just a meal together? It's not a big deal?" Anyway, I am also a person, and I don’t need your pair of chopsticks. "

Yadi looked at me with serious eyes.

"When will you get off work? I'll wait for you from outside. ”

“Sir, our business hours will end at X o’clock. "

I pursed my lips and walked out.

"What are you mainly responsible for? I see you wear different uniforms than they do? "

In a buffet restaurant, I asked while rinsing prawns.

"Mainly responsible for the operation and sales of each supermarket. "She put a green fruit into her mouth.

"You're still the boss," I chewed the shrimp meat. "You're doing well, aren't you? ”

“You can do it too,” she stared at me and said, “a pillar of talent that the country cannot live without.” ”

“What about returning talents? "I smiled bitterly and said, "To put it bluntly, they are just small workers doing the work, and from a higher level, they are just a bunch of apprentices and big brothers, with no future. "

Yadi chewed the fruit and smiled.

"By the way, you left in a hurry last time, was everything okay? Originally, Xiao Di wanted to call you, but was afraid of affecting your work. "

"I'm fine, but one of my apprentices is dead and the other is injured. It's tragic. "

"Is your job dangerous? "She looked at me seriously.

"It's not very dangerous. The main thing is to respect the rules. "I held the mutton in my hand and put it into the pot, "Don't underestimate the more than ten rules and regulations hanging on the wall, which have been proven with the blood of generations of people. ”

“You are a serious worker. "

"What's the use of being serious? Bad luck. "I took a sip of red wine and said, "I have been working for seven or eight years, and I am still stuck in the same place even though I am messing around. Look at Xiao Di, she found a good partner as soon as she graduated from college. It really complies with the saying - doing well is not as good as marrying well. As for her, she was originally a little sparrow, but in the blink of an eye she flew up a branch and turned into a little phoenix. How big a difference do you think this person has? Emotions are no longer of the same class. "

Yadi ate the watermelon and smiled with her lips pursed.

"I'll tell you the truth. "I stared at her eyes, "Every morning when I get up and wash my face, I always stare at my own face. I've looked at it again and I'm still not reconciled. Why do I feel more and more like myself when I look at it again? What about a face like a pig's face? "

With a "pop" sound, she couldn't help but laugh, and spit out the watermelon in her mouth. Feeling that she had lost her composure, she took out a tissue and wiped her mouth, and quickly stopped smiling.

"Then quickly find a fortune teller to tell you your fortune. "

"Go to them? Why not figure it out yourself? I thought about it seriously and said, "Yes, I have it. I bought a copy of "The Book of Changes", which contains Feng Shui and Bagua. Go home and read it." "

"If you study hard, you might even become a Feng Shui master. "

"When I finish the research, I will tell you the fortune first without charging you any money. "

Yadi laughed again: "No wonder Xiaodi said you are so funny, making people want to laugh when they think about it.

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"That little girl, despite her young age, is very talented. I thought back and said, "Look at the last time we met, I asked her what kind of person she introduced to me?" She said to go and see it by herself. If two people think it is good, then they can understand it themselves. If two people think it is not good, why should they understand so much - classic, right? Not a word of unnecessary nonsense. "

"Do you think this is bad? "

I thought deeply: "That's right. "

"When I first saw Xiao Di, I fell in love with this little sister---she has a spiritual energy. "

"What about you? Why haven't you found it yet? "

"Me? She rolled her eyes and said, "I'm not worried, so I didn't look for it." ”

“Yes. "I looked at her and said seriously, "You have such good conditions, you must have nothing to worry about. "

"What about you? She looked at me and said, "Tell me, why are you still alone now?" Have you never found it? ”

“How can we do that?” "I said honestly, "I had a relationship with one in college, but we broke up right after graduating from college. "

"What? "

"What else can be done? "I said, "Let's be realistic. After I left school, I realized that I was a poor boy who wanted everything but had nothing. "

"We didn't talk about it again later? "

"No. I thought back and said, "Later, someone introduced me to a few more people. As soon as they heard that they had no house or car and were a worker, they broke up immediately, and some of them even disappeared. As time passed, I became discouraged. ”

“People are important, houses and cars are secondary. You can earn them all through your own efforts. ”

“That being said, girls are realistic now – they all want to eat ready-made!” ”

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