Life can be counted or violated.
Fish eyes looked up, don't let tears communicate. Raindrops visited again, only bit by bit at first, as if carefully testing the bottom line of passers-by? It seems to be in the game world.
Soaking in the rain is like feeling nothing, but the steps become messy and hesitant. At the crossroads, neon lights are still flashing step by step, and several passers-by are either in a hurry or holding umbrellas. She was in a trance and her eyes were blurred. The red light came on, she stopped, and the rain gradually became unbridled. The sound of knocking on the asphalt road is like her fragile heart being torn and stitched again and again.
There is a bus stop sign not far in front of Muyu. Muyu was awakened by the rain, and after a pause, she stood there unsteadily. The bus station stands like a pavilion, with a glass-like cover on the top floor, and the rain drops along the eaves of the pavilion. There is a row of waiting benches made of stainless steel in the exhibition hall. Sitting in a chair in the rain.
At this time, her clothes were half wet, but her heart was choppy, even as if she had been tortured by boiling water. She held her cheek in her cold hands and tried to keep the calm she wanted.
Last night's scene reappeared: tears of disappointing expectations filled my eyes again.
"Let's divorce!" "What?" "I, say, me, children, divorce, get married!" Hao Nan said slowly.
Fish eyes looked at Hao Nan in shock, and at that time she opened her mouth in shock. She stared at the man, who had known her for five years.
Haonan's face is full of fatigue, struggle, even decadence, and suddenly it shows a little old.
This is the first time she has seen him look so depressed. Hallucinations? Did you hear wrong? After a long silence, she raised her hand to touch the hair falling from her temples and slowly came to her senses. Then, her eyes seemed to see through him.
"I don't know what you mean." "We are not fit to live together!" "Not suitable for? Why? You're joking, aren't you? " Fisheye tried to squeeze out a smile, unconsciously unwilling.
"Don't ask, I've made up my mind, just consider me sorry!" Hao Nan is restless.
The fish's nose began to sour and its throat began to choke. Hao Nan's face seems to flash a trace of panic, distress and anxiety, and more is helplessness and indifference.
Mu Yu looked at the closest "stranger" with bitterness. What she saw was: ruthlessness and indifference. Fish eyes closed, and she heard the sound of tears flowing into her heart. Despair, anger and pain flooded her instantly.
In the dark, the dead silence covered by the day quickly revived. Without warning, fear wrapped in confusion, she stood on the edge of the cliff, but she was not the one who pulled back from the cliff. Tears came again and disappeared in the long and inconspicuous darkness.
With thousands of thoughts and tender memories, Yumu recalled the past bits and pieces, trying to understand every fragment related to Hao Nan.
Her marriage to him is the product of blind date. Blind date pays attention to the right door, knowing ourselves and knowing each other.
Although I feel a little sorry, there is no woman who does not expect a beautiful encounter-romantic love-soul mate in modern society.
Blind date always seems to omit such a beautiful and unforgettable course. At the thought of this, the fish's mouth involuntarily rose. Nevertheless, she thinks she is the luckiest one.
When I first met Hao Nan, his black eyes were gentle and elegant, and his tall and burly figure was delicate. After this exchange, Hao Nan's image will always remain in my heart: steady, practical, introverted, enterprising, diligent, without bad hobbies. Although I occasionally have some male chauvinism, it doesn't seem to affect the criteria of mate selection for fish purposes.
After marriage, Hao Nan took good care of the fish. He is tolerant, generous, responsible and responsible for his family, which complements the gentleness, kindness and thoughtfulness of fish.
Fishes once jokingly asked: Why are you so kind to me?
He just smiled faintly: because I know you!
No matter in colleagues or classmates, they are an enviable couple. What is even more rare is that husband and wife have the same interests.
Fish eye wry smile, she is proud of this match made in heaven! They respect and love each other. After admiring each other for so many years ... Fishbone clenched his fist and his nails stuck in his palm until he felt pain. Everything will go up in smoke, and tears will burst again.
Like a cloud, like a dream, it has disappeared without a trace before staying.
Bits and pieces of things constantly overlap and meet, and the fish eye feels that if he continues to remember, his internal organs will be burned.
Suddenly, a prominent memory chain jumps on the shore like a white fish jumping out of the lake, gasping one by one, and the nerves that are most sensitive to the fish tinkle defenseless.
The pendulum of time goes back to a month ago: on Sunday morning, Yumu made an appointment with his best friend Chenxi to meet a famous master of Zhouyi. This is the beginning of many troublesome appointments.
Master's rule: divination requires an appointment. Only two people do divination every day. According to Chenxi, all the people looking for his divination flocked to him. Due to his natural preference, Fishmere has been exposed to some books about eight diagrams fortune-telling and divination in Zhouyi, and knows a little about the five elements, such as ten heavenly stems, twelve earthly branches, four pillars and eight characters, and even the charts of sixty-four hexagrams, but they are only superficial.
She firmly believes that the Book of Changes is the treasure of China culture, the source of the avenue and the head of the group classics.
She has read through "Four Seasons from Fan" and is deeply touched. The essence of the book is: all evil should be done, all good should be pursued, happiness should be sought by me, and life should be created by me. Reading makes the fish awe and always be vigilant.
From ancient times to the present, Zhouyi's fortune telling, revealing the rise and fall of fate and predicting the fate of life are full of incredible strangeness and mystery, which makes people unable to help but try. Especially for women, it is self-evident.
Fish eye and Chenxi drove their private cars to a secluded courtyard in the south suburb of the city, which is the master's residence and Zhouyi studio.
The master sat at his desk with kind hair and gray eyes, but full of energy. An old-fashioned pair of reading glasses is not on the bridge of the nose, and the bookshelf behind them is full of books: The Book of Changes, The Book of Changes and Prophecy, Four-pillar Prophecy and so on.
"Who will look first?" The master asked. Fishes push the morning light first. The master asked Chenxi and her husband's birthday and began to deduce.
Fisheye leaned forward and saw clearly the four pillars and eight big characters written by the master in his notebook. She and Chenxi held their breath at this time, excited, curious and nervous.
Waiting, waiting for the door of fate full of surprises to open slowly. "Well, you have all the money, officials, seals, education, career and pursuit. You have a good life. " The master's face showed a pleased and kind expression and kept nodding. The atmosphere is also very peaceful and pleasant.
Dawn breathed a sigh of relief and smiled with relief. The expressions of joy and excitement are unobstructed, and the fish eyes snigger.
"Master, what is my husband's life?" Dawn can't wait
"Don't worry, I'm watching." The master did not look up, but stared intently at the eight-character meditation, marking something on the paper with a pen from time to time.
After a while, the master slowly raised his head: "Your husband should be a soldier. The key to honesty is prosperity. What about you! "
Chenguang couldn't restrain her excitement, nodding like a spring breeze: "Yes, he is a soldier, it's amazing, you saw it!" " The morning light can't hide the worship of the master.
The master also calculated the fleeting Universiade for Chenxi, and told Chenxi some precautions. Chenxi looked pious and recorded them one by one.
It's fish's turn. She reported Hao Nan's birthday first, and then her own. The master quickly calculated that there was probably a cup of tea, with four pillars and eight characters on the paper.
Muyu and Chenxi held their breath again and waited quietly, waiting for another wonderful door to slowly open again. Silence, long silence, time seems to have solidified, and people have solidified. I don't know how long it took. "hey!" Fishbone heard a distant sigh.
"Your husband and wife's life is really ..." With regret, Master Zhouyi finally spoke.
"With all due respect, your husband and wife are guilty of mutual punishment, have bad feelings, and have a bad marriage, which is an inferior marriage." Fisheye almost fainted, and his head was buzzing.
What marriage is too bad? What kind of inferior marriage? Who is talking nonsense? Are you out of your mind? "No, we're fine!" Fisheye tried to defend. "Yes, they are famous model couples!" The morning light also strongly echoed.
Doubt, incomprehension and consternation make the fish fidget. My body is also sweating with cold sweat, and I am as afraid of the morning as the fish eye. She gripped the fish's hand tightly, which was a little cold and still trembling, patting and comforting.
As if he didn't see it, the master continued: "I have studied Zhouyi for 60 years, and my inference can't be wrong." The master's style of cutting the gordian knot is really unexpected. And his attitude is firm, which makes people unable to refute. Fisheye forced himself to calm down and rearrange his confused thoughts.
"Master, I also know something about Zhouyi. I also want to learn your opinion from you. Is that okay? " Fishmeal assumed a modest posture.
The host looked inquiringly at the fish eye, with relief and admiration in his eyes. "Very well, then I will tell you the truth. You and your husband sit down and talk about seven kills. "
He paused: "Do you know the seven kills? Ten gods are also called partial officials. "
"I want to hear more about it." Fishbone nodded.
"Seven kills have great power and lethality. The combination of the two of you can be said to be a tit-for-tat confrontation. Both losses are inevitable, and even ... where will you go? " The master's earnest explanation made the fish fall into the ice cave again.
"Is there no way to crack it?" Soak in the rain and catch the rest of the hope. The master can only shake his head helplessly.
At this time, the sublimity and stubbornness in the fish's eyes were completely ignited. She doesn't want to accept her fate.
She remembered the four disciplines of leaving Fan: "Master, I want to ask if you have seen the four disciplines of leaving Fan?"
"Yes, also explored, so to speak. I know you want to say that I made life and I asked for happiness, right! "
Fish eye nodded calmly: "The master is also sure, agree with this view!" "
"Although I agree, I also have reservations. Since ancient times, people's lives have been doomed, and the so-called destiny cannot be violated. When a person is born, life is already formed and cannot be changed. Although luck can be changed, it is also a lucky person. How many people are there in the world? " The master's words are beyond doubt.
"However, your marriage depends on your nature. In life, be more patient and tolerant in everything, maybe ... "The master didn't say much.
Fish's indomitable nature makes her firmly believe that life is created by me and man can conquer nature! Today's fortune telling should only be regarded as entertainment. If you think so, soaking in the rain will make you feel relaxed and comfortable, and sweep away the tension and depression before.
When he left, the master suddenly stopped Fish Eye: "You, please wait a moment." Stand in the rain and dawn at the same time.
"I want to say a few words to her alone." Dawn left the room early.
Fish eyes looked puzzled: "In fact, it's nothing, just a coincidence." The master nodded thoughtfully.
"oh? What coincidence? " "Just last week, a young man asked me to calculate his horoscope. Seeing your husband's horoscope again today, I always feel deja vu. I just looked through the previous records and it turned out to be exactly the same person! "
"Oh, what a coincidence?" Fishes are also curious and surprised.
"What does he look like?" Fish suddenly remembered something. "I don't remember, I generally don't remember people's looks. However, I still have a special professional sensitivity to eight-character information. I remember, after reading the eight characters, I told him that his marriage was very unsatisfactory. If you continue to maintain it, there will be criminal harm, doomed to loneliness, and punish your wife. At that time, he also asked if there was any way to crack it. I firmly sayno. "
The harsh horn of the bus brought the memory of the fish back to reality and the rain stopped.
On the road, pedestrians are bustling again. The clouds have become thin, the dawn of the sun is flashing, and the sky is gradually clearing up, which is about to clear up.
The tide of memory keeps coming: last night, Hao Nan's face was distressed, helpless and struggling.
A month ago, Master Zhouyi had the same eight characters, the same numerology and the same question: Is there a way to crack it? It was just coincidence and entertainment at that time, but then I laughed and forgot.
Is it really just coincidence? Fishes seem to have found the answer, but there seems to be no answer.
A man with a sad face and a woman who loves him deeply. Because he is afraid of hurting her and losing her, he would rather be heartbroken and scarred and protect her completely and safely.
I chose to leave because of my deep love. Because love is unforgettable and absolutely cruel.
Such a sad painting style emerges in the mind of the fish.
Maybe, somehow, she has her own plans, or ... there are ripples on the calm heart lake after the rain. Although the answer is clear to her, she still wants to ask face to face.
Hao Nan stood on the balcony at home, looking out of the window through the glass, her eyes glazed and she was lost. Suddenly, things changed and his face became old.
He remembered that more than a month ago, he was dragged by a friend to visit a famous master of Zhouyi. The master said that he was lonely and his wife was punished. Within half a year, there will be criminal harm.
He asked: Is there a way to crack it? The master insisted that numerology could not be changed.
He doesn't believe in these fortune-telling techniques, but it is said that the master's divination is profound and accurate, and the divination rate is high.
If he did something else, he might ignore it, but when it comes to getting wet, he would rather believe it.
In this more than a month, he was on tenterhooks every day, but he had to smile in front of the rain and pretend as if nothing had happened. Suffering, torture, panic, the time for that prediction is getting closer and closer. He had to make up his mind and make a choice, so he chose last night.
However, when he saw that the listless rain was so painful, he slapped himself regretfully. He hates fate, and he hates himself even more. He can't even protect the woman he loves. He tried to protect her completely, but he pushed her into the abyss.
No, this is not the ending he wants. He clenched his fist. He wanted the fish to understand, so he rushed out of the house. ......
Fate was locked in the house by him and never came out!