The eight characters of Bai Wei, a female writer
She chased Yang Sister-in-law for several years. Yang Sister-in-law has been avoiding her, and now she suddenly comes back to tell her that she is willing to marry her. Invitations have been sent out, and their relatives and friends have been invited. After tomorrow, they will become a real husband and wife, but she always feels a little unreal. Is this prodigal son really willing to turn around for her?
In fact, structure.baiwei's worry is right, because on the day of her marriage with Yang Sister-in-law, Yang Sister-in-law did escape, and she did not hesitate to escape, without giving structure.baiwei a chance to breathe. Bai Wei was left alone, facing all the guests looking at her jokes, and those countless pairs of mocking eyes seemed to make her feel uncomfortable.
Of course, it was this experience that pushed Bai Wei into the literary world and became a famous female writer in the Republic of China. At that time, Bai Wei was over thirty years old, and she was no longer the little girl who could be obsessed with love and crazy about love. It's heartbreaking to look back on her miserable life in the past 20 years.
Bai Wei was born beautifully since childhood, and her family conditions were good, which gave her the opportunity to study and learn to read and distinguish words. Unfortunately, since ancient times, beautiful women have been ill-fated, and beauty is beautiful, but women would rather be ugly if they have no power to protect themselves or are unable to protect themselves.
Bai Wei was taken fancy to by a family in a neighboring village when she was sixteen. Not knowing what the family did to her parents, she married Bai Wei, who was still at school, to their family. You know, Bai Wei's husband was still a child, in his early teens. What can he understand? Originally, Bai Wei thought that since it was her parents' wish, it was no big deal to get married. Who knew that this compromise made her live an inhuman life?
If you marry such a beautiful daughter-in-law, who knows how to do things well and is gentle and virtuous, she will certainly hold it in her hand like a baby. Besides, structure.baiwei is the mother-in-law who coaxed her parents here. Who knows that when her mother-in-law saw her getting married, she immediately changed her previous kind and tolerant face and beat Cynthia every day, treating her like a cow.
Bai Wei could bear it at first, and had the idea of marrying a chicken with a chicken, but as her mother-in-law became more and more severe, she really couldn't stand it. She is a woman who has accepted new ideas. How could she willingly be such a humiliated person? After running into her mother-in-law and a man outside, she was beaten by her mother-in-law, and Bai Wei finally got up the courage to escape.
At the age of 16 or 17, even if you run away, where can you go? Naturally, I ran to my parents' house, and the only thing I could think of to help myself was my parents. It's a pity that Bai Wei's father is an old fogey. Seeing his daughter sneaking back, he felt that she was immoral. He blew his beard and glared with anger. He even sent Cynthia back to her husband's family, regardless of the child's body injuries.
Poor structure.baiwei once again falls into the hands of her evil mother-in-law. What good fruit can she eat? Nature is a more ugly insult and a more vicious flogging, which makes structure.baiwei wish she were dead. But people are like this. With the first resistance, there will naturally be a second and third time. After fleeing several times in a row and being sent back by her father several times in a row, Bai Wei was extremely disappointed with her father and never held a glimmer of hope again.
That damn mother-in-law, naturally afraid that Bai Wei would try to escape, was so angry that she bit her hamstring and couldn't walk for a long time. But it's okay. After all, it's not as good as a vicious dog. This only hurt Cynthia temporarily, but it didn't really hurt her bones and muscles. After recovering from her illness, Cynthia was determined to break up with this evil mother-in-law and that ignorant and stupid little husband.
Fortunately, not all family members are as ignorant as their father. After Bai Wei fled her husband's family for the last time, she went to Japan with the help of her brother and started a new life. Standing on the bow to Japan, Bai Wei once thought that she had finally got rid of this nightmare, and she would face a warm and free life in the future. Where did she know that in Japan, a more tragic fate was still waiting for her?
When I first arrived in Japan, I was unaccompanied, helpless and penniless. Bai Wei lived an inhuman life to support herself. Her thin body even went to the dock to carry sacks, and she did all the heavy work alone. After a few years, my life was a little better, and I finally saved enough money to be admitted to a normal university in Japan.
In her sixth year in Japan, Bai Wei met Yang Sao, whom she thought was the only thrill. Yang Sao is a little literary talent, and she is especially good at coaxing girls. She says a lot of sweet words to Cynthia every day, not to mention women like her, even ordinary women are overwhelmed.
In the long run, they love each other warmly and deeply. Bai Wei's previous marriage was completely abused. Where did she feel the smell of love? Meeting Sister Yang now is like a dead tree in spring and a dry tree in rain. Not only are the branches sprouting, but they are full of flowers, and the whole world is fragrant.
As structure.baiwei infatuated with what she thought was this beautiful love, and made plans for their future, Yang Sao had already planned to leave her. This is really the lyrics "You pretend to be sad, sorry, sad, but you have a plan." When Bai Wei was most infatuated with him, Yang Sao fell in love with a little girl and abandoned her decisively.
But structure.baiwei can't accept it. She wants to save again and again, to beg, to tell Yang Sister-in-law that she loves him. She put herself in the dust and hoped that Yang Sao would not leave her. She felt satisfied.
But what do men fear most? Obviously, I don't love you, but you still struggle. The more you struggle, the more boring it is. So in order to avoid structure.baiwei, Yang Sao escaped. Escape from Japan to China, and then from China to Singapore, just like Bai Wei was hiding from her mother-in-law, but now someone else wants to hide from Bai Wei.
Bai Wei was unwilling, and Yang Sister-in-law ran away, and she went after her. She firmly believed that Yang Sister-in-law loved her, and she must tie him to her side. She also believed that she could give him all the love he expected. Bai Wei, who had already settled down, began to wander and live in poverty again. She couldn't catch up with Singapore, so she wrote a letter every day to show Yang Sao her thoughts like a death warrant.
Sister-in-law Yang is really afraid of her and can only coax her into telling her that she really loves her. But he had too little experience and didn't see feelings thoroughly enough, so he had to wait for Cynthia. When he comes back to find her after all kinds of love in the world, he will know how to cherish her and accompany her to the old age.
This is a real hammer quoted by love rat, and a woman can see it. It happened that the structure.baiwei at that time had already been carried away by love, and he still had some judgment. She actually believed Yang Sao's story and stopped pestering him, but quietly waited for him to come back.
The normal story must be that structure.baiwei was cheated by love rat and lived alone forever. But structure.baiwei this life, destined to not be so calm, love rat really is not the general slag, because love rat really came back to find her.
At that time, sister-in-law Yang came back from shady illness because she was fooling around outside, and then she wanted to be with structure.baiwei, and even told her that she wanted to marry her! Structure.baiwei Yang Sao for many years, finally wait for the sweetheart come to their senses, where there will be any complaints? Without thinking, I took care of my sick sister-in-law Yang and happily planned their wedding.
Poor structure.baiwei where know, Yang Sao but because of illness, ashamed to go home, temporarily want to find someone to take care of him. He looked around and could only find that Bai Wei, an idiot, could be used by him and allowed to coax him.
By the time they got married, Yang Sao's health had improved by more than half. He never really wanted to marry structure.baiwei, so he patted his ass in the middle of the night before the wedding and ran away. Bai Wei was left alone, wearing red makeup, but she cried at the wedding.
At this point, Bai Wei thoroughly saw Yang's coquettish, and no longer had any hope for this love. He devoted all his thoughts to literature, got the support of Mr. Lu Xun, and began to make his mark in the cultural circle. Slowly embarked on the road of fighting and sacrificing for the country and using paper and pen against the enemy.
It is worth mentioning that many years later, Sister Yang actually came back to find structure.baiwei, saying that she was really relieved and wanted to grow old with her. However, structure.baiwei is no longer that silly girl, and left him directly.
This woman, once praised as a fairy by Mr. Lu Xun, passed through Yang Sao and died at the age of 94, and never fell in love again. Maybe having a pen to keep her company makes her feel no longer lonely, or maybe she despises that human love is just illusory. After her death, she left nothing in the world except a few books and countless works. She really answered her sentence: "I have been homeless all my life, and my love is fruitless, come to a bad end!"
The dialogue at the beginning of the article is a fabrication, not a real quotation, just to bring readers a better feeling. The material of the article comes from Bai Wei's autobiography "Tragic Life", in which there are changes and renderings, all of which are for writing needs.