Experience from Gu —— Broken Moment

? Recently, "you know, it should be green, fat, red and thin?" It was a big fire. This is the first novel that I have read through the department house. Compared with TV series, the characters in the novel are fuller and the plot is more detailed, which makes people more enjoyable to watch.

? In the whole novel, Gu is the most contrasting figure. He was originally the son of an iron servant in Danshu, and his mother was the only daughter of a salt merchant. I grew up rich and worried, and I was in high spirits all day, riding horses and whipping, running in the streets of Tokyo, and throwing pots and polo anyway, which made people feel sad. He also lingered in the Qin Lou Chu Guan all the year round, guarding the outer room before marriage and having children, which was forbidden by the secular world, and his life was extremely extravagant and extravagant.

? After confessing that his family died in childbirth, Kojiro began to decline. Stepmother looked miserable and deliberately killed her. Cousin is in trouble outside, and Gu's name is often used. Although the father loves his son deeply, he can't resist the daily corrosion of the pillow wind and often beats and curses. Even so, Kojiro remained pure and sincere. Until his father died, his stepmother and her family drove him out of Houfu, and found that Mannia, his beloved outer room, had always been a femme fatale, which not only ruined his marriage, but also cheated him of his money and separated his flesh and blood. ....................................................................................................

? There is a scene in the play that vividly shows Gu's "broken moment". Walking in the street of Tokyo, Gu saw Changbai coming. He and his best friend cried like children. At this time, through the screen, he really felt Gu's pain, helplessness and profound reflection on his past behavior. For Gu, this is a fragmented moment. Family and love have betrayed him, and everyone's small family can't make him feel a sense of belonging. He is like a wandering ghost, a bustling imperial city, but he has a sense of escape. At this time, Qian Gu passed away.

? The "broken moment" is a very painful moment. The feeling of good self is gone, and I feel torn. But this moment is also the best moment, because it is the beginning of new growth, and crossing the desert to save is a huge step towards recovery. So there is often a saying that when you die, you die. Broken Time has also become a turning point in Gu Xian's life after his death. Everyone will encounter such a state of mind in life. Everyone has difficult, helpless, painful and terrible moments. At this moment, people should be lonely, silent and self-healing, rather than begging for comfort from others.

In fact, such moments are reflected in life. There is a snack made of potatoes in Shaanxi, which is called "Dao Gao Dai". The method is to take new potatoes, wash them, steam them, cool them thoroughly, peel them, put them in a porcelain basin, pound them repeatedly with a rolling pin until they are mashed, then pound them into a sticky paste, and then take them out and shape them. Anyone who has eaten it knows that the taste of the cake depends largely on whether the beating of the "broken moment" is in place.

The "broken moment" is also symbolic in some traditional Christian ceremonies. For example, the climax of the Eucharist ceremony is that the priest lifts a piece of bread on the altar and breaks it: a breaking moment. On the symbolic level, everyone attending this ceremony is willing to be broken. Believers want to be crushed, but we must know that it is this kind of crushing again and again that can make us move forward modestly on the road of life.

Looking back on Ye Ting, how did he spend his broken time? Gu, who left Tokyo, began to wander the Jianghu, making friends with Jianghu heroes with his straightforward and innocent nature, and carefully managing the industries inherited from his ancestors. Stand up at the critical moment, save the new emperor from danger and swear allegiance to the death; Another chance to save Ming Lan from the sword of water bandits. When I realized that Ming Lan was my true love, I sincerely sought Ming Lan and got a happy marriage. Husband and wife inherit the title with one heart and one mind, and wash away grievances. Gu became the biggest winner.

Push it to each of us, when we begin to realize that we are not perfect, we need such a broken moment. If we are not good enough and perfect enough, we will inevitably feel guilty. A moment of guilt, a moment of regret, a moment of loss of self-esteem and a moment of unhappiness are all necessary for our growth. However, in these different times, we need to love ourselves, rebuild ourselves, maintain a virtuous disposition like Gu, and sort out our hearts step by step in order to gain a stronger self. I have to say that the moment of self-awareness and self-reconstruction is fascinating in itself.