Another relative left ...

My first impression of you came from when I was a teenage girl. At that time, I knew that you were going back to your hometown. A few days in advance, my mother set out to sweep the kitchen and told my father what to cook for you. My knowledge of you is like the introduction of Xifeng in a dream of red mansions. I didn't hear her voice before I saw her. My family always praised you so much that I haven't seen you yet. Your mysterious and tall image has been erected high in my young heart. When you came, you first met your grandmother, father and uncles. As for our nephews and nieces, we all hid in the corner curiously and shyly to watch you chat. Finally, we rubbed our skirts and called out "elder sister-in-law". ? I was looking forward to your return to your hometown at that time. When you come, mom always cooks a good dish that can't be eaten at ordinary times, and we can also solve our problems with it. You will always bring us some new clothes when you come. We and our mother thank you so much for bringing these little clothes. But you said, "I was in the clothing business. Some of these are in stock from previous years, and some are a little flawed. Don't be disgusted. It is still possible to change the children." But in our opinion, everything is so glamorous and beautiful, how can we dislike it and thank you too late? When you come, you can always hear some new things in the city and some interesting things in your business process. All that is far away and yearning for us. When you come, you always unconsciously compare yourself with people your age in the village. I feel that you are different from them. You are always so laughing and humorous.

? At that time, I heard adults talking about you, pieced together your story, and roughly knew that you went to Guiyang when you supported the third line. In the factory, you are skilled and hard-working, and are called "Iron Man Wang". He is kind and has a good popularity, but he will also argue with the leader because of unfair treatment and a half-level salary increase. After I retired, I started to do small business. I started selling bed sheets and quilts, and there was no channel to purchase goods. With the impression of "Shanghai goods, good workmanship and good quality", I went to the Shanghai department store alone to purchase goods. Then a backpack and a backpack to carry human flesh back to Guiyang. I bought a train ticket without a seat, so I spread a plastic sheet under someone else's seat and got into bed. I have sold electronic watches, fashion, children's clothes, and a little bit, from retail to wholesale. In the wholesale market, you also have a nickname "northeast old woman". Everyone commented that many young people are not as sensitive as your business. You are a strong woman, highly effective, the most business-minded and courageous, and you don't lose young people. Your reputation is really famous. We little dolls, listening to your experience is like listening to a legendary story, and our admiration for you arises spontaneously. At that time, I really looked up at you with a very admiring mood.

? I can't remember exactly more than nine years. I followed my uncle to Guiyang and helped you learn to do business in the shop. Seven and a half months later, I returned to my hometown. When I first arrived in a big city, compared with the countryside, it still brought me a lot of shock. I really envy you for being all-powerful in business, but I never thought I would be able to go back to Guiyang one day and set foot in the same business as you. Then one summer, you went back to your hometown and caught up with your family to build a house. Knowing that there was a shortage of funds, you took the initiative to lend my parents more than 1, yuan without saying anything, which solved the urgent need. Later, you brought your second sister to Guiyang for experience. Our family was very grateful for your help, and the seeds of gratitude sprouted at that time. In 1996, I got married. The second sister called home and told me repeatedly like a sister: "Sister, don't move the bride price money! Don't buy clothes, furniture and electrical appliances, don't spend a penny, and come to Guiyang to do business with your brother-in-law. " I asked for your advice with trepidation, and wrote you a letter, full of four pages, with sincere words. I didn't expect you to say with great alacrity and happiness, "Come on, I don't want you to stay in the countryside, how much you are involved. It's better to come out and do something than the countryside." With your support, I set foot on the southbound train without hesitation. You may not remember these little details, but it doesn't matter, because I have never forgotten them. Many years ago, you may have inadvertently planted a kind seed, but it took root and sprouted in my heart and gradually flourished. After many years, it gave me a chance to repay you in another way ...

? Twenty-five years, how time flies … I have changed from an ignorant girl to a mother of two children. At the beginning, I had the simplest idea: if I can earn 5 thousand a year in Guiyang, I won't go back to the countryside to earn 1 thousand. This is not to look down on farmers. My grandfather is a farmer, my father is a farmer, and I am a descendant of farmers. What qualifications and reasons do I have to look down on farmers? I have deep feelings for the Northeast Plain and the black land, but I just don't want to live a life with my back to the loess like my parents, just want to live a life I once envied. After 25 years, I have experienced a lot. I can omit 1 million words here ...

? You are kind and charitable, but because of your light, your personality charm, and perhaps because of the age difference between us in our forties, every time I look at you, I am always in awe, always looking up and afraid to get too close. As far as I can remember, you seldom get sick, or you always take no notice of some minor faults. I stayed in the hospital for a few days because of bile removal that year. My parents asked us to close both stores and take us to the hospital to accompany you. Looking at you lying in the hospital bed, I realized that the iron man would get sick. Your hair was already gray, and your eyes were so haggard with closed eyes. At that time, you were no longer a strong woman, just an "old man" who needed to be taken care of ... Two years ago that summer, you had a heart stent. At that time, my father was still there, and my body was already sick, so I was told to take my children to class every day. Even if I walked two blocks, I would go to the hospital to accompany you. I can see that when you are sick, you are also afraid, but you have a good attitude and are very optimistic. The operation over 8 years old was very successful. You owe it to the excellent medical skills of doctors. I think it is your good attitude and good physical quality. After my parents left, I was like a duckweed with nothing to send. Although moving to a new home is an hour away from you, I try to visit you every weekend, pick up some fruits, buy some cakes and chat with you. It can be said that in the past two years, especially in the last six months, the frequency and duration of my contact with you is the sum of these 25 years ... At the end of May, I received your phone call and you said that you were not feeling well. Listening to your account, I vaguely felt that this illness was not good. The next day, I took you to the hospital for a checkup. The doctor said to take a picture first. I suggested a CT scan of the upper and lower abdomen. Walking out of the gate of the hospital, I looked at the rickety backs of the two old people, thinking of my parents, and felt a pang of sadness in my heart. I said, today is June 1, let me take you two old children to eat something delicious. You laugh and go home. Two days later, the results came out, which confirmed my hunch ... You were so brave. After knowing what disease you had, you said, I will do it as long as the doctor thinks I can do it. I'm not afraid! The eager and expectant eyes always remind me of my father. Blood relationship is really wonderful. You have the same desire for life and the same firmness in your eyes. However, you are luckier than your brother, and you still have a chance to be pushed to the operating table, but my father didn't ... On June 11th, after seven or eight hours of long waiting, you were pushed to the ward with everyone's concern, and the operation was successful! I visited you in the hospital every day for the next 16 days. You smiled and said, "Xiaoxin, the operation was timely, and you have a contribution. My aunt invited you to dinner when she left the hospital!" " I was in Sanya in July, and I received your call. You fell in the living room. Although you put on a plaster, your waist still hurts badly. You who are hard of hearing can't hear me. I'm not in Guiyang. I'm talking to myself on the other end of the phone. I went to see you the next day after returning home, and suggested going to a provincial doctor for further examination. You said that it seems to be better these days. Let's see. It's a hundred days, but it won't be so fast. Take your time. Then I felt that people were old and useless, and said a lot of disheartening words. I urge you to stand up slowly after sitting for a long time, and I also advise you that every illness is inevitable. Take good care of yourself and you will be fine. On August 25th, you couldn't hold on any longer. At the moment when you hit 12 and were put on a stretcher, you told the emergency doctor that there was nothing wrong with me, except that my waist might be broken. I only asked that my waist be cured so that I could walk freely. Unfortunately, from that day on, you never got out of bed again ... You took a film and made a magnetic vibration. Finally, it was diagnosed that cancer cells had eroded into bones, lung inflammation and infection were also very serious, and other organs were also damaged to varying degrees. The provincial doctor didn't have a hospital bed. After two days of emergency observation, it was 12 that sent you to the Second Affiliated Hospital of Chinese Medicine. You are depressed, and you don't understand why you came to see low back pain, but you were arranged in the respiratory department. Because of the epidemic, the hospital only allowed one family member to accompany him, and at best, an extra nurse was added. Every day outside the hospital, I don't know if your condition has developed, but I can guess your panic and anxiety. Because of the hard of hearing, it is a little difficult to communicate with the doctor. Because I don't know my own cause, I am skeptical about the treatment plan. I can stick these in your ear and explain them to you selectively and carefully, but I can't get into the ward. Plead with the doctor and let me go in for a few minutes. The doctor registered at the door said that you have a green code and a trip code but no nucleic acid test report. We understand the feelings of family members, but we can't help it. There are rules. If you want nucleic acid, make one. I didn't get the nucleic acid results after the specified time. After many twists and turns, the doctor apologized. I'm sorry, it seems that I lost your sample. Let's do it again for you and issue the results to you in the shortest time. But you may be mistaken. You can't visit the ward even if you have a nucleic acid report. What a thrill in my heart! Great, it was lost in time! Thanks to the hospital's mistakes! I am not an unreasonable person, but I desperately want to seize this opportunity. Holding back his inner ecstasy, he phoned the hospital's complaint phone with composure, and stated the incident firmly but politely: "... I am very grateful that during the epidemic, public places like hospitals had such rigid regulations to ensure the safety of ordinary people, but there are exceptions in everything. I don't want to blame. In view of the above, I just want to apply for a visit opportunity ..." The other party was silent for more than a minute, okay. I went to see your attending physician first to understand your situation, and then I went to see you in the ward. As I thought, there were many doubts and a series of questions in your eyes. Patiently and selectively told you something you could know. You were less anxious and nodded: "I see, you all want to see me, but the hospital has regulations that don't allow it." I will cooperate with the treatment well, but you must tell the doctor that I mainly treat low back pain. Didn't he say that I can walk on the ground by punching two holes? Then arrange it for me quickly. What's it like to lie in bed every day and let others wait on you? "You have always been very competitive, and it's definitely unacceptable for you to rely on others for your daily life. Looking at your appearance, I feel distressed. Later, there was a time difference. At 6: 3 in the morning, the department opened the door and sneaked in to see you. After 7 o'clock, the doctors went to work one after another and then sneaked out. You are awake most of the time and confused occasionally. The last time I saw you, you raised your hand and knocked on the bedside. I walked over to you and you said weakly, "Don't come! It's too hard to keep running like this. I know, I can't get well this time. Just have a look at it in a few months, and see if my elder sister-in-law is still here ... "My tears came down at once. Rub your withered hand, cut your hair, and sob to say, don't be so pessimistic, it will be fine. Live another ten or eight years. Many people have gone to that world in recent years. Please live well and stay with us for a few more years. It's gonna be okay. It's gonna be okay. In this case, I have no confidence ... In a few days, you left, forever.

? Xiao Juan Xiao Fang went to the hospital to see you the first day, and went to Zhejiang to make goods the next day. The first time the plane landed and turned on, send a message to ask me, how is my aunt? I asked myself again and said that it is good news that I didn't send a message. I will tell you the truth. Ten minutes later, they sent screenshots and bought tickets to Guiyang in the afternoon. I didn't say anything, but replied with one word: OK! At 9 o'clock in the evening, the two dragged their suitcases to the mourning hall to watch your farewell. After attending your funeral on the 12th, I went on a non-stop business trip on the 13th. You are the leader in my career. Without this platform provided by you, I may raise a shed of chickens and ducks in my hometown in Northeast China, plant a few acres of flower fields, or do some small business in the county. Yes, there's nothing wrong with that. How to live, not for life? However, in that case, I can't see the wider world now, and I can't find a point to realize my greater value. I have always been grateful for your help. We three sisters did this to repay your kindness. Of course, even without the above, we will come to see you off for the last trip. Because we are close relatives, and you are our elder sister-in-law. How can we do it? Our old father is watching from the sky. We can't be children who disappoint our father. What I can do for you is limited, and I can only send it to you in this way, just do my niece's heart.

? Standing in front of your tombstone, the past scenes emerge little by little, staggered, gathered and overlapped. Guiyang, not a land of feng shui, is a destination where many people come and go, all because of you! Roughly speaking, over the years, directly or indirectly, there have been as many as fifteen or six families who have defected to your hometown in Guiyang, at least there are fifty or sixty people. At the most "busy" time, your home is like a big car shop, with three or four people squeezing a single bed, five or six people sleeping on the sofa, and even the bed board is crushed because of children's slapstick. Eating, but also piles of people. Look around and look at yourself. No one can do this! Yes, no one can do that! Among them, of course, including myself ... One group of people comes like a lantern, and you can't bother with any family or even any person. Where there are people, there are disputes, there are frictions, and everyone has their own thoughts. Who can have your mind? After helping one family after another, it's not too fishy to eat a hundred Doo. Your kindness, tolerance and compassion have won everyone's respect. I miss you for drinking water! I can only bow down to you devoutly and tell you my heart silently in my heart.

? Before dad left, let me call you every so often: "Let your aunt come and stay for a while, and sit together and talk." I said embarrassedly, "What are you going to say? Call her. Our family lives so high, she is so old, how tired. " "Oh, let you play you can play. No matter how old she is, her legs and feet are better than mine. Besides, she is my sister. Let her come and see me, ok? Fight! " It looks very much like a younger brother who followed his sister and asked her for candy by the skirts ... After my father left, I always regret that I couldn't hug him and tell him how much I love him and thank him for his teaching me over the years. Without his selfless dedication for so many years, there would be no me today ... My sister advised me to say, elder sister, if you don't say anything, my father knows, and we all know that there is no difference between us and my father. For you, I'm still very lucky, I want to say to you, when you are awake.