Stand still: a standing heart can only work hard!

This book was written by Ray. This is the first time I have read a book written by a star. When writing this book, he was 24, but "standing" means 30. He said that this book is to look back at the past and look at the traces of his coming. Looking back means, in order to fly to 30 years old better. After reading the book, I think I also need to think about what I have been moving towards. Unconsciously, I really want to lose my goal.

In the book, Lai also has confusion and self-expansion. Finally, he found his goal. After he recognized his goal from his teens, he strengthened his heart and wanted to go through with it no matter what the situation was. Looking back at myself now, I find I am very confused about the future. I've studied for so many years for what. At the end of the last semester of my sophomore year, I thought of taking the postgraduate entrance examination, but I didn't want to take the postgraduate entrance examination in advertising, and I didn't want to take the communication examination of other candidates. I want to be a graduate student in Chinese. At that moment, I felt very impulsive because my major was not Chinese, and then I had doubts about myself. I don't think I can do it myself. It is very difficult to take an interdisciplinary examination. After reading the book, I think maybe I can try my best. Why should I deny myself before trying? The layman also thought of this. Maybe he is not fit to be a star. At first, he couldn't dance well, but his songs were ok. But now, he is called "human metronome" and he can sing his own songs. All this is the reward of his hard work. I think maybe I am. From freshman to sophomore, I have grown a lot. I'm trying to tell myself that I'm not as bad as I thought.

LAY also wrote about his mother's concern for him in the book. Although she was worried about him, she supported his decision without hesitation. I thought of my mother. My mother didn't want me to go to school too far from home at first, but when I said I would save college, my mother chose to support me. Although she is worried about me, she still lets me do what I want. My mother has been silently supporting me. No matter what decision I make, I hope I can spend more time with her in the future. I have lived in school since middle school, and I spend much more time at school. I was half a left-behind child when I was a child. More often, my sister takes me, so I want to spend more time with her in the future. Now, I should try my best to work hard, even if there is only a little possibility, I will not give up. As LAY said, "Do what you like to the extreme, show it to yourself, and show it to the world that doubts us." I won't be confused anymore. I will stick to my goal and work hard again!

Finally, it ends with a passage in the book: "Every subtle experience in life, like a nameless wave, has disappeared, been ignored and forgotten, but the important things have really come and given to everyone who has worked hard? Just like a crown worn on your head, the gems inlaid on it not only shine solemnly on you, but also grow thorns to sting you, even if the world is left with itself. "